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That shit made me a depressed junkie. I get depressed after fapping but then I fap again just so that I get a few seconds of relaxation while cumming. Then get depressed all over again. This shit has destroyed me as a man. I have tried 100 times to stop it but it just doesn't happen. I'm not sexually attracted to girls in real life anymore. Only porn gets me horny.
I can't fap without porn. I only get boners when thinking about porn videos I have watched. All my horniness is 100% porn induced. I don't know what to do anymore. This shit ain't natural. It's like drugs for you brain. Some of you will say "everyone has fapped/fapped" but most men got gfs at one point and they didn't become hooked up like I did. Incel+porn is devastating combo. Depression make you crave dopamine from porn->fap->get high for some seconds->more depression->fap again for a new high->repeat till dick falls off.
And the worst part is that I have fapped 11 times a day at one point which damaged my dick but when it recovered it became stronger and now I can fap with no limits. I just can't stop. In order to be happy for a few secs I have to sacrifice my emotional stability.
I can't fap without porn. I only get boners when thinking about porn videos I have watched. All my horniness is 100% porn induced. I don't know what to do anymore. This shit ain't natural. It's like drugs for you brain. Some of you will say "everyone has fapped/fapped" but most men got gfs at one point and they didn't become hooked up like I did. Incel+porn is devastating combo. Depression make you crave dopamine from porn->fap->get high for some seconds->more depression->fap again for a new high->repeat till dick falls off.
And the worst part is that I have fapped 11 times a day at one point which damaged my dick but when it recovered it became stronger and now I can fap with no limits. I just can't stop. In order to be happy for a few secs I have to sacrifice my emotional stability.