NSFW Porn feels great but after I'm done the incel rage and jealousy actually increases. Anyone else feel the same?

[Jackdenzel]

So I open up porn, edge, maybe cum maybe not, but I'm left with such painful feelings of "why is that not me. So many women live around me why do they treat others so well but won't touch me"
Then I imagine vividly a girl actually going down to suck my dick and it makes me bend in two from pain because it's accompanied with the awareness that it's never gonna happen and it's so frustrating especially when you know all your previous loser friends now have some thot or multiple thots sucking them off. Just as when normies at work tell me "when am I ever gonna see you with a girl by your side? How happy we'd all be at your wedding, seeing a little you walk around the house?" Shit like this just gives me literal mindmending pain in my stomach and troughout my body not just mental. But porn makes it worse somehow, anyone can relate?

 

[tranny destroyer1]

Post nut clarity, hits harder and harder with each realization. After a while, sadness turns into clarity and clarity turns into hatred for the foids that ruin your life.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Everytime I finish masturbating are the times I am the closest to going ER.

 

[KinkyKanga]

I like watching JOIs, especially FEET ones. Every time I watch them, It feels like she's encouraging ME 'specifically' to coom all over her pretty feet.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

nah I've been gooning since 10 it's as natural as taking a shit to me

Then I imagine vividly a girl actually going down to suck my dick

sounds like a 15yo fakecel, I could never imagine such a thing

 

[Jackdenzel]

nah I've been gooning since 10 it's as natural as taking a shit to me

sounds like a 15yo fakecel, I could never imagine such a thing

Self inserting did that to me. it's something that you shouldn't in fact yes, think of as an incel. The thought of actual physical sex ever crosses your mind it's more over than over because now your inceldom pain has quadrupled, but with me it's every female on the street now. I have the pain of curiosity not pleasure wise, i just want to see certain women in a sexual context, I just want to see their mouth on my dick and see the difference beetween horny-them and casual acting normal around people outside-them

 

[CEO of Simps]

Post nut clarity, hits harder and harder with each realization

 

[PrototypeCel]

Post nut clarity, hits harder and harder with each realization. After a while, sadness turns into clarity and clarity turns into hatred for the foids that ruin your life.

true and it gets worse the uglier and older you get

 

[Jud Pottah]

Post nut clarity, hits harder and harder with each realization. After a while, sadness turns into clarity and clarity turns into hatred for the foids that ruin your life.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NW_6m9rb3Ew&pp=ygUQcHN5Y2hvIGhpdGNoY29jaw%3D%3D

 

[Sonicfancel]

Post nut clarity, hits harder and harder with each realization. After a while, sadness turns into clarity and clarity turns into hatred for the foids that ruin your life.

 

[_realist_]

Yep. Feels good in the moment and you swear you’re not doing it again, at least for a while. But you relapse and sooner than you think, repeating the cycle. Post nut clarity is hard to cling on to. But it’s the truth. Fapping just makes you weaker.

 

[ThanostheGOAT]

So I open up porn, edge, maybe cum maybe not, but I'm left with such painful feelings of "why is that not me. So many women live around me why do they treat others so well but won't touch me"
Then I imagine vividly a girl actually going down to suck my dick and it makes me bend in two from pain because it's accompanied with the awareness that it's never gonna happen and it's so frustrating especially when you know all your previous loser friends now have some thot or multiple thots sucking them off. Just as when normies at work tell me "when am I ever gonna see you with a girl by your side? How happy we'd all be at your wedding, seeing a little you walk around the house?" Shit like this just gives me literal mindmending pain in my stomach and troughout my body not just mental. But porn makes it worse somehow, anyone can relate?

Post nut clarity is brutal but I forget about it after a few minutes

 

[smegma producer]

just dont stop cooming and you wont get the post nut regret if your non stop cooming

 

[despisedpaul]

Dont watch porn. It supports whoredom, cuckery, and sexual degeneracy.

 

[CuntHater]

That's why I don't watch porn, I wish to not remind myself of that which I cannot have nor experience: sex. It's hard to resist the temptation sometimes though, my soul is dead but the deformed carcass it clings to, sadly still has desires. Thankfully cigarettes and pills have killed the urge mostly. I have whore and escortcelled in the past, but I no longer wish to give my hard earned money to females, I rather spend it on my hobbies or my cat, who'd give me love no matter what. Or buy vidya to play with my brother.

 

[SociallyStupid]

I like watching JOIs, especially FEET ones. Every time I watch them, It feels like she's encouraging ME 'specifically' to coom all over her pretty feet.

Wait, you are the first one I have ever seen who watches JOIs. I always thought they were completely pointless. Are the ones you watch nude or non-nude? Because I have seen many non-nude ones and I don't consider them proper porn.

But porn makes it worse somehow, anyone can relate?

Honestly, I don't think a lot while I watch porn. I just see the arousing scenes, sometimes wank to them, sometimes not and that's it. The only thing I check if the creampie is probably real or not (sometimes I have doubts even with facials). But I don't wonder "why is that not me"? I think you need to switch your brain off a bit when you watch porn.

 

[BoneHermit666]

So I open up porn, edge, maybe cum maybe not, but I'm left with such painful feelings of "why is that not me. So many women live around me why do they treat others so well but won't touch me"
Then I imagine vividly a girl actually going down to suck my dick and it makes me bend in two from pain because it's accompanied with the awareness that it's never gonna happen and it's so frustrating especially when you know all your previous loser friends now have some thot or multiple thots sucking them off. Just as when normies at work tell me "when am I ever gonna see you with a girl by your side? How happy we'd all be at your wedding, seeing a little you walk around the house?" Shit like this just gives me literal mindmending pain in my stomach and troughout my body not just mental. But porn makes it worse somehow, anyone can relate?

After getting blackpilled yes my rage as a 40 year old man has increased I have noticed.

 

[Jackdenzel]

Wait, you are the first one I have ever seen who watches JOIs. I always thought they were completely pointless. Are the ones you watch nude or non-nude? Because I have seen many non-nude ones and I don't consider them proper porn.

Honestly, I don't think a lot while I watch porn. I just see the arousing scenes, sometimes wank to them, sometimes not and that's it. The only thing I check if the creampie is probably real or not (sometimes I have doubts even with facials). But I don't wonder "why is that not me"? I think you need to switch your brain off a bit when you watch porn.

I am usually. Nowdays i only get that when really horny. I'm like "damn so it feels this good just to imagine doing it. what if it was actually with a real live gir-ACK"
Horniness makes you 100x more aware of what could be. It sucks never reaching that high point of happiness. like sure gooning and laying in bed is great but if i had at LEAST one memory of real sex the dopamine that only gets unlocked in the brain by sex would then always be present and therefore infinite happiness