SuicideFuel Please help me

[MTN]

I’m at an 17th birthday party of a gf of my friend, and I’m having suic thoughts again because I’m too autistic to fit in. I don’t know what I should do. I’m on Xanax and alcohol. Please help me. I’m really thinking of/ my self.

 

[MTN]

I don't want to get into trouble, so I rewrite everything

 

[gymletethnicel]

First mistake is mingling with normies and going to parties, leave

 

[MTN]

First mistake is mingling with normies and going to parties, leave

Sry

 

[gymletethnicel]

Sry

i forgive you

 

[Max Doltman]

Mid Tier Normie?

 

[zd60]

if i was you i'd just have more xanax but i'm just a addict

 

[subhumanmonkey]

Leave, that’s what I did. Socially withdraw if you don’t feel comfortable

 

[Max Doltman]

ask your friend to find a bitch for your retarded ass jfl

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

tell them you are sick

 

[MTN]

I want to go but my friend says I can't

tell them you are sick

 

[MTN]

Leave, that’s what I did. Socially withdraw if you don’t feel comfortable

I should have taken ecstasy

 

[theanty]

MTN

 

[MTN]

I don't think they like me

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I want to go but my friend says I can't

Isnt that what you wanted ?

 

[Geno]

 

[Chud Norris72]

Go ER in vidya

 

[Max Doltman]

I don't think they like me

why wont he let you leave?

 

[Chud Norris72]

if you're really a MTN + white, then you can probably geomaxx.

 

[MTN]

I’m 18 years old how should I geomaxx

if you're really a MTN + white, then you can probably geomaxx.

 

[MTN]

why wont he let you leave?

Because one has to drive me

 

[Barlog]

Man i have nothing in common with the new breed of "incels"

 

[MTN]

There is no fix for autism sadly i will never be normal i just can’t fit in

 

[Chud Norris72]

I’m 18 years old how should I geomaxx

wage-slave for a flight ticket obviously

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

18 year old Mtn? My advice to you is go ascend bro why are you here with us? Are you genuinely khhv for life?

 

[FrenchcelNeverbegan]

if you re blackpilled that young why go , take the looksmaxxing route and start taking some growth hormone go to parties once you will be good looking and tall enough at this point going to parties is a complete waste of time

 

[MTN]

I have enough for ticket I just can't do it because of my parents

wage-slave for a flight ticket obviously

 

[Max Doltman]

Because one has to drive me

is there no becky single bitch there? try using your brain for once

 

[MTN]

if you re blackpilled that young why go , take the looksmaxxing route and start taking some growth hormone go to parties once you will be good looking and tall enough at this point going to parties is a complete waste of time

I take testosteron and more but It doesn't help enough

 

[FrenchcelNeverbegan]

I take testosteron and more but It doesn't help enough

go for growth hormone it will help you grow taller specially at that age

 

[Itsoverm8]

Go ER in vidya

 

[FrenchcelNeverbegan]

I take testosteron and more but It doesn't help enough

plus bro looksmaxxing is a long journey it takes time and getting knowledge about it it doesn t happen in a night but i m confident you will succeed because you re really young specially for stuff around growth hormone.

 

[dethtechfan]

I’m at an 17th birthday party of a gf of my friend, and I’m having suic thoughts again because I’m too autistic to fit in. I don’t know what I should do. I’m on Xanax and alcohol. Please help me. I’m really thinking / my self.

go home man

 

[Manlet]

Can't relate, I dont have friends.
I can't remember the last time I was at a birthday party, probably one of my cousins I had to go to when I was in middle school.

 

[MTN]

plus bro looksmaxxing is a long journey it takes time and getting knowledge about it it doesn t happen in a night but i m confident you will succeed because you re really young specially for stuff around growth hormone.

i do Looksmax since a few years i went from Ltn to mtn

 

[MTN]

go for growth hormone it will help you grow taller specially at that age

HGH at 18 doesn't do anything I took it at 17 and I had no hight growth

 

[Argenfarker]

Man i have nothing in common with the new breed of "incels"

 

[MTN]

Man i have nothing in common with the new breed of "incels"

What about the autism

 

[Barlog]

What about the autism

Ur not autistic

 

[undesiredsamsung]

Because one has to drive me

Uber 2 ur house

 

[undesiredsamsung]

Can't relate, I dont have friends.

 

[Subhumantruecel67]

I’m at an 17th birthday party of a gf of my friend, and I’m having suic thoughts again because I’m too autistic to fit in. I don’t know what I should do. I’m on Xanax and alcohol. Please help me. I’m really thinking of/ my self.

Don't go to normie filled spaces

 

[MTN]

You can say that I'm a Fakecel because I have friends and get invited to things, but the fact is, no girl likes me. I'm not normal, I'm just often weird. I also have money, which is probably why I have these people around me. I’m not very rich, just upper class, and my parents give me money. For almost three years, I've gone out every weekend and tried to get a girl did looksmaxing being nice, but it never worked. I know im not sub5, I’m MTN 5'7, and always fraud to 5'9, but for girls that's just not enough in today's society, especially when you're ND. I always have to take something so that I'm not extremely shy, like Xanax, XTC, alcohol.

 

[MTN]

Uber 2 ur house

I should have done that

 

[MTN]

Ur not autistic

How do you know that

 

[MTN]

Don't go to normie filled spaces

I’ve been making the same mistake for years. Every time I just think maybe it will get better. But it doesn't

 

[undesiredsamsung]

I should have done that

Is the party over ?

 

[undesiredsamsung]

Atleast take the leftovers and take the alcohol with u croski

 

[MTN]

Is the party over ?

Yes

 

[MTN]

Atleast take the leftovers and take the alcohol with u croski

I was too drunk on xanax and vodka so I couldn't walk anymore