I struggle with the way in which people think the worst of me being the leading cause of why people make me look worse than I really am. To be fair I don’t actually care what people think these days because my mind has developed a better state in which I can tell myself if another persons thoughts is not representative of the outcome I want to bring on then I have nothing to worry about because another persons thoughts is based on the wrong bet on me being an misunderstanding off me.
Another reason I don’t care what people think is because it’s not a matter of my control anyway now that I’ve made it clear I don’t care what people think I’ll just speak about why my younger self uses to care what people thought. I used to care to much about what others thought because people would always think the worst of me it would just cause people to acuse me of having intentions I did not have so I would always feel unwelcome in an unfair way.
When people thought I was the worst possible person it would always come from a point of misunderstanding. It would be as if thought they took one look at me and thought I wanted to do the worst when I did not want to do the worst. For example some lady leaves her bike out the front of a supermarket just to make eye contact with me saying don’t take my bike. I don’t want to steal some cheap bike.
Most people will only say things to their friends they can’t get away with saying to other people and im just like that I would not go round saying stupid things to provoke people in to doing their worst to me. The problem is the people I was in a social group with thought I would say my jokes to anyone when I was just saying it to them because I knew they’d be ok with it so one foid says he’s just looking out for you so you don’t get bashed. Clearly they think the worst of me to make me look worse than I really am.
When people think the worst of others it’s out of self defence yet thinking the worst of others causes problems based on misunderstandings more than it causes people to defend them selves. A problem with thinking the worst of others is it gets people excluded way to easily over the problems created through misunderstandings of others. I’m socially challenged so I’m more likely to be misunderstood by normies while also being in a position where I’m more likely to be treated as if though I’m inferior to most of them. When others think the worst they’re more likely to treat you as an inferior.
Going to bars or nightclubs doesn’t help when people think the worst of me it’s like a foid will feel as if though a predator is after her if I attempt to say hi to her I could see the fear in her eyes the moment I tried to say hi. I quit stalking and when I stalked people labeled me as someone who wanted to do the worst when the truth was I did not want to do anything horrible they’d better on me having a high chance of doing so I found my self reaching a point where they’re is no point in regarding any one’s thoughts as something that matters if they’re thoughts represent the wrong answers.
At first people thinking the worst of me was horrible with the way I’d get excluded to easily not mention the way in which people would talk about me behind their back. Their is no point in convincing others their worst thoughts of me are wrong because I see it as something more likely to get me in an argument as something that can get someone to understand me better so I don’t suffer from social disapproval over misunderstandings.
Another reason I don’t care what people think is because it’s not a matter of my control anyway now that I’ve made it clear I don’t care what people think I’ll just speak about why my younger self uses to care what people thought. I used to care to much about what others thought because people would always think the worst of me it would just cause people to acuse me of having intentions I did not have so I would always feel unwelcome in an unfair way.
When people thought I was the worst possible person it would always come from a point of misunderstanding. It would be as if thought they took one look at me and thought I wanted to do the worst when I did not want to do the worst. For example some lady leaves her bike out the front of a supermarket just to make eye contact with me saying don’t take my bike. I don’t want to steal some cheap bike.
Most people will only say things to their friends they can’t get away with saying to other people and im just like that I would not go round saying stupid things to provoke people in to doing their worst to me. The problem is the people I was in a social group with thought I would say my jokes to anyone when I was just saying it to them because I knew they’d be ok with it so one foid says he’s just looking out for you so you don’t get bashed. Clearly they think the worst of me to make me look worse than I really am.
When people think the worst of others it’s out of self defence yet thinking the worst of others causes problems based on misunderstandings more than it causes people to defend them selves. A problem with thinking the worst of others is it gets people excluded way to easily over the problems created through misunderstandings of others. I’m socially challenged so I’m more likely to be misunderstood by normies while also being in a position where I’m more likely to be treated as if though I’m inferior to most of them. When others think the worst they’re more likely to treat you as an inferior.
Going to bars or nightclubs doesn’t help when people think the worst of me it’s like a foid will feel as if though a predator is after her if I attempt to say hi to her I could see the fear in her eyes the moment I tried to say hi. I quit stalking and when I stalked people labeled me as someone who wanted to do the worst when the truth was I did not want to do anything horrible they’d better on me having a high chance of doing so I found my self reaching a point where they’re is no point in regarding any one’s thoughts as something that matters if they’re thoughts represent the wrong answers.
At first people thinking the worst of me was horrible with the way I’d get excluded to easily not mention the way in which people would talk about me behind their back. Their is no point in convincing others their worst thoughts of me are wrong because I see it as something more likely to get me in an argument as something that can get someone to understand me better so I don’t suffer from social disapproval over misunderstandings.
