Because of how I act and look. Out of sheer desperation.
I sometimes "show" the middle finger, like just now, or make another "gesture" to people walking by our house bc they are looking up to our garden and laughing (it sounds paranoid but it's not bc of what they say, their body language and where they're looking...it's about me)... just now though, was probably me interpreting wrongly, it was simple coincidence.
There's a 3-story apartment block with around 12 about 200m away, ....many times people are on their balconies looking into our house's direction. And they often see me do these gestures. It's maybe just prefucontuary at times but unfortunately I can't "defend" myself when I'm outside... or I am too timid or high-inhibited.
I sometimes "show" the middle finger, like just now, or make another "gesture" to people walking by our house bc they are looking up to our garden and laughing (it sounds paranoid but it's not bc of what they say, their body language and where they're looking...it's about me)... just now though, was probably me interpreting wrongly, it was simple coincidence.
There's a 3-story apartment block with around 12 about 200m away, ....many times people are on their balconies looking into our house's direction. And they often see me do these gestures. It's maybe just prefucontuary at times but unfortunately I can't "defend" myself when I'm outside... or I am too timid or high-inhibited.
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