RealSchizo
sadcel
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I've always wondered why people stared at me and I've always thought it was my ugly looks but in reality they know that I am aspie. NT's can sense a defenseless aspie it is somehow wired in their brain to recognize you no matter what you're doing. You could be passing by and people will know that there is something wrong with you.
There are many ugly NT guys that don't get stares as much as I do. It's not just subhumanity that makes you a target. NT's refrain from bullying NT sub5s because they can stand up for themselves. They only do it to non-NT sub5s.
I've tried to act normal multiple times passing by people by I end up tripping on something or losing my balance as I am walking. All I think inside my head is "try to act normal", "be normal" but my social anxiety always prevails and i run out of breath.
@Friezacel @CRYSTAL METH @ElTruecel @Ci Jey
There are many ugly NT guys that don't get stares as much as I do. It's not just subhumanity that makes you a target. NT's refrain from bullying NT sub5s because they can stand up for themselves. They only do it to non-NT sub5s.
I've tried to act normal multiple times passing by people by I end up tripping on something or losing my balance as I am walking. All I think inside my head is "try to act normal", "be normal" but my social anxiety always prevails and i run out of breath.
@Friezacel @CRYSTAL METH @ElTruecel @Ci Jey