The worst thing about being an incel is the simple fact that you're just a loser. An overall fucking loser. You aren't a winner. There's nothing you are good at. You can't tell me you are good at something, or that you are smart, or rich, or that you have some redeeming qualities. All these things don't matter, they don't OFFSET the fact that you are simply a loser at your core, because you will always lose if you are ugly and a virgin.
You are such a loser, it's actually striking at how your presence at all times sucks the energy out of a room.
No one cares about you in a significant way. You are a zero, an interchangeable husk, completely and utterly negligible not just in terms making a net impact on society, but to
anyone. If even your closest buddies saw you die tomorrow, they would forget about your existence by next Tuesday. If you had cancer, I bet your parents would complain more about the insurance premiums, and the funerary costs, than the fact that you are going bye bye.
You simply just have no impact on anybody. You are an ugly fleck of garbage to be disposed of and buried under a landfill that has increasingly prettier trash heaped on top of each other.
There's nothing you are good at, you are a coward who can't even fit in among a herd of cowards, and on top of that you look like shit.
It's painful to be called 'weird' because for guys like us, that's a real insult. If you had any self-respect, or sense of self-conception, you might take pride in being 'weird.' Unlike the latter, you don't have such pride, because you are painfully aware that you are weird in ways that are completely shameful, and give you absolutely no respect among anyone that has an iota of self-respect.
DESPITE THAT YOU ARE WEIRD GUY, YOU TRY SO HARD TO BE NORMAL
Buddy, you will never be normal
This task of 'masking normal' may be sisyphean in it's construct, yet in our specific case it's not even pitiable, so much as it is mundane. For it is the extreme incels that harp about nihilism all day and drag others down with us-- only we are aware that this, fundamentally, is our only power, our only legacy.
EXTREME PESSIMISM IS ONLY THE WAY FOR A LOSER TO HOLD ONTO THEIR TATTERED DIGNITY, because on some level we are at least performing to our expected function. This nihilistic existence IS our normal.
