SuicideFuel Paralized and half asleep

[Betrayed]

Today I woke up, or I became conscious, I wasnt really awake at this point

It was 3-4 am if I had to guess

I was lying on my bed, my head behind my pillow, which was below my upper back and neck. So my head was below the rest of my body on my bed

I felt physically sick in that position, and even feel sick writing this from remembering it, I tried doing this position awake too and its fucking uncomfortable, like painful sickness, just feeling really sick. I felt like I was going to fucking die due to feeling so sick, probably because so much blood would get into my head i would literally bleed out.

I was paralized, I couldnt move, I felt really fucking sick. I tried to lift my head out of this uncomfortable position but I couldnt fucking move anything. This torture lasted for about 30 seconds before I fell asleep again. This was the worst sleep experience in probably years

Try going to the edge of your bed, lay on your body on the bed and let your head fall of the edge, and now imagine youre paralized and think youll die due to feeling so sick.

 

[PLA1092]

Brutal; no one to support or aid you in this time, nor offer empathy or any other sort of connection as would happen with any Chad or foid, simply for being born with the genetic curse of unattractiveness...

This is truly the state of subhumanity in the modern world; hypergamy, acceptance of moral degeneracy, and foid privilege makes it fully acceptable for discrimination against us, in regards to the usual negative treatment and contempt, social isolation, Chad-worshipping, and subsequent effects on confidence/social skills and such, while foids claim to be the ones oppressed and subjugated through their own self-victimisation even though the bluepilled hegemony of elites and corporations fully enable and support foid privilege and the average sub 5 male's actual subjugation...

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

We're going to die of some easily preventable if caught early health complication because we didn't have a girlfriend to spot us.