I just want to know what the easiest and least painful way to go out is
Don't commit suicide
Im just curious
carbon monoxide
Cheers
Don't rope. get your hormones checked first and stop taking SSRIs unless you have noy started yet.
Im not on anything and i should be decently healthy. Just cant bother with life anymore
Me neither and I am not afraid of death either, but what I don't want is to find out that maybe any of those warnings is legit, like going to hell for suicide or being reincarnated in this realm forever as punishment for seeking the easy way out.
I just don't want brocels to suffer even more, if any of it is true, you know.
I get what you mean but im just gonna suffer even more if i dont. Anyways my lifes been looking pretty hopeless these past years and i dont see it getting any better
Well, you are not even telling us what you consider to be better and why it is hopeless.
You have not yet shared with is what you want and what you are lacking.
inherently iam lacking any form of social life.
While that doesnt sound that bad at first, when you dont talk to anyone real for 3 years the loneliness starts killing you.
And what makes this worse is knowing its all my own fault and i cant change anything. Atp i dont see any reason to continue im bored and lonely every single day and i cant bear it anymore
And before you start recommending ways to socialize, believe me ive tried everyting im still shunned out no matter what
Sharing interests / hobbies helps though. You should go to places where people share the same interests / hobbies.
Sometimes changing your place of living can help.
It is like a fresh start. New place, new people. Of course that is only possible if you have the financial means, I know.
By just living your daily life, where you have to go to work, buy groceries, do occasional bureaucratic crap you will eventually cross paths with like minded people.
The problem as a black pilled incel is to find someone to whom you can fully open up without being back stabbed, as most would gladly throw you under the bus to score some good-boy-points from soyciety.
I've had this happen to me. Be careful out there, if you try this.
Happened to me plenty of times aswell. I used to have two friends who i could totally be open with but they completely shut me out aswell.
And trust me i tried every kind of sport, hobby and all that. Didnt matter what i did i couldnt find any new people to talk too, as of recently ive given up.
Right now im living the hikikomori life and even my online friends moved on, makes sense im not judging anyone but its killing me
Id need some miracle to happen to save me from this bs. Which wont so honestly whats even the point?
try posting on here about your interests, see if there's anyone who'd be down to talk about something you have in common. I believe in you and that things will get better.
Some here were brave enough to meet up irl. I remember two instances where that's happened and they've had a good time together.
Obviousely that is risky af and it might even be a trap either to try and charge you with some bogus shit or to try and get you to commit a crime so they can arrest you and plaster you all over the news.
It could also be a trap by IT faggots.
I think we just have to be very careful and very patient. So much should be obvious, considering what we know about the world put there.
I would for example gladly share my Steam addy or so to stay in contact with genuine brocels, especially from my own country, but I fear being doxxed a lot, so I don't do that.
My advantage is that I've made it through the worst part of the incel life, being 39 years old now.
Of course I will never accept what this soyciety has done to him, but I have learned to deal with it and cope as good as I can.
Even my father has abandoned me and I have noticed it.
He does not even speak to me anymore. He is so convinced that it is my fault that I don't have a foid yet despite me trying since I hit puberty.
But I have stopped approaching since the end of 2024, tbh, which is also when I've joined this forum.
The last foid I've approached was a midget bitch with short fat legs and she was the same as any other foids, as it turned out.
Same attitude, same insane standards.
She was even below my looks match and still I got rejected for illogical reasons.
Had I been a Chad, my age and perceived financial situation would not have mattered and that is a fact.
If i had any other than games
Yeah, I just hate to see brocels rope for such reasons. It is absolutely unfair.
what games do you enjoy?
I admire how you were able to keep going
But im currenrly in the worst time of being an incel.
thing is even people on this forum wont accept me, i actually knew someone who was in a similar situation like mine but unlike most people im not short or extremely ugly id say im about average. He was very angry at me which i totally understand but he mustve been an iqlet aswell.
Thing is people will instantly invalidate your experiences when ur not a deathniccel manlet but what they fail to see is that even as an average dude if youre high inhib and dont have any form of social skills or any connections its just as over if not even worse
I know plenty of guys objectivly uglier and shorter than me but still they socialmog me in everyway possible they have a good group of friends and even girlfriends something which i can only dream of
What did you do in your younger years to get by? Or did you have a good amount of friends?
I Recently got cyberpunk when it was on sale been grinding that all day n night lol. Right before that i finished rdr2
Man I've been meaning to play red dead but my TV stopped working so no console
and my computer can't run shit but I really enjoyed cyberpunk, it got me through a pretty bad depression. I hope you're enjoying cyberpunk, if you want to rant about it I'm happy to listen.
Omg yeah same honestly my pc has been dying recently, might have to get a new one or sum but got no money to spare. Maybe cyberpunk will get me through this aswell honestly its the only thing ive been doing recentlyMan I've been meaning to play red dead but my TV stopped working so no console
. No but i guess ive already finished the main quest i mean The Nocturn Mission has been sitting there for a week rn im hustling The DLC but im stuck at a point and i ragequit this morning
I've barely had friends. Two at most and usually only one at a time. Those friendships eventually ended.
The first ever friend was a mogger and has a foid and is married nowadays.
Once we've left elementary school he became one of the "cool kids" and did not want anything to do with me anymore.
He literally told me that I was lame when I visited him after going to a different school.
The other friend, whom I've known since elementary school, was a nerd but turned into a pervert who was into bestiality. He legit showed me animal porn with foids being fucked by horses and dogs.
I quit that friendship.
But we was also an elitist and always thought that he was better and smarter than me and showed it. Always tried hard to mog me everywhere, be it in Ping Pong, video games, soccer or whatever.
He used to be a nerd but turned into an absolute mogger.
He looks like an absolute Chad nowadays and he has had several foids since his mid teens unlike me.
And of course he had to mog me with that as well.
He tried contacting me not too long ago but I've told him to fuck off.
The last friend is both a blue pilled cucked and a sex haver mogger.
He is the only one who knows that I am black pilled and how I think about foids, dating etc. . He never betrayed me, but he kept on gaslighting me and spewing his blue pilled bullshit.
He's also put two foidfriends above our friendship, two times, despite everything I've done for him and despite agreeing with me on many things regarding foids.
And I've done and risked a lot for him.
We are still in contact, but we certainly are not friends.
In my teens, I coped with loads of porn and video games, as per usual. Later with softmaxxing like gym, dressing well, perfume / cologne, haircuts etc. . Nothing worked.
I was part of a sub culture / music scene too. Never got to ascend this way either.
Nowadays I just do what I like, what interests me. I don't dress to impress anyone and I don't wear any perfume or cologne u les In feel like doing it because I like the smell. And I know that perfume / cologne smells different on each human due to the unique biome of the skin.
I dress to conceal my legal self defence tools and to conceal my body since I work out and don't want potential threats to know whom they're dealing with.
Since my country is being flooded with u documented strangers I have to do this. I mean, I leave my house with protective gloves to be able to grab the blade of a knife in case of a knife enrichment, for example.
They look like normal gloves, but they are not.
I also wear sunglasses with reflective glasses, so nobody can see my eyes.
I only take them off for work, when dealing with colleagues, in a professional environment or for neigh ours, to not appear "strange" "off" "weird" "spooky" "creepy".
I do this because I don't want normies to look into my soul. I feel safer when I wear my sunglasses, tbh.
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LOL, similar things happened to me.
And i also go out with a knife everytime bc of the same exact reason it aint safe in the city no more. I dont wear glasses tho i always js look at my phone mostly ignoring everyone around me
Two of my childhood friends absolutely mogged and abandoend me. One was clueless but the other initiated it.
Everytime theyd go out to a party with some random foids the clueless one would call and ask me
"yo bro why didnt you come to Xs House? The party was so good dude you gotta stop staying home all the time"
Each time i told him i never knew anything was going on or was invited he said hed talk to the other guy which ended in both of them breaking off contact with me.
Another friend (6"2 htn) got a gf (short moneymaxxed ltb) about 2 years ago recently broke up bc she was expecting more from him or so he said. Couldnt help but laugh at this bc i told him it would end exactly like this, since then he doesnt bother contacting me anymore.
The last guy is also blackpilled but socialised to the MAXX he goes out to party every weekend drinks and gets with some fucked up ltbs i guess. Talked to him about this he said he cant invite me out bc it would blow his cover.
JFL RETARD AS IF ID DO THAT TO MYSELF
Anyways right now im coping the same way you used to beating my shit 3 times a day and playing video games.
im curious now tho after youve got all that behind you, are you better off just doing whatever u want now? I mean all these years mustve been hard
I will never commit suicide.
I'm a jaded mess quite often. When people talk any kind of blue pilled bullshit or try to gaslight I put them right in their place or when I am too beat to even bother, I just sigh, turn up the volume or take another hit from that joint.
Sometimes I also just let them talk to themselves and act as if I'm listening, laughing tiredly about them on the inside.
I mean, what else should I do? Go ER? Hell no.
They will never get me down. I will beat them all. If anything I have more bite than ever before.
o damn I haven't even checked out the DLC yet, any good aside from rage inducing?Omg yeah same honestly my pc has been dying recently, might have to get a new one or sum but got no money to spare. Maybe cyberpunk will get me through this aswell honestly its the only thing ive been doing recently
Quite the mindset. Yeah but ur right if we step down theyll assume that they know the truth.
Thanks for everything man
Its actually insanely good till now. If you have it i really recommend you play through the whole thing the missions are all fun and Mr Hands the Fixer is pretty cool aswell. Also youve got some prime bonding time with Johnny Boy
Im wondering the same im almost 30 and im just tired of existing by myself.
stay strong G
Trying my beststay strong G
Carbon monoxide
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barbiturate od (pretty sure it’s painless)
Exit bag
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barbiturate od (pretty sure it’s painless)
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