I want to cuddle and marrry and love and spend everyday together on silly things like games or random convos then have moments of silence where we just hold eachother then go to work discussing all day with different public display of affection before we eventually have to split off to different places.
Pain. Pain. Pain. I can’t stop thinking about it, I thought I let it go ages ago yet today I keep thinking about it. Genuinely over, life wasted. Goals unimportant.
It’s getting so bad I don’t even care about women showing even the slightest attention anymore, even the slightest chance of ‘ascension’ isn’t enough to me, why the fuck would I care about simply just sex before the relationship falling apart? BP reaps one way or another, there will be no love involved, no joy, constant comparisons, constant arguments, eventual quick breakup. I’m imperfect and would need someone who complements me as well as imperfect enough that we build off eachother which is utterly impossible. haha, nice I had sex, now i’ll be a failed normie rather than an incel; practically identical outside of one sexual experience.
And then I would lose the only community that at least pretends to tolerate me, back to total loneliness I go.
Holy shit it’s so over, I’m gonna cry again.
Pain. Pain. Pain. I can’t stop thinking about it, I thought I let it go ages ago yet today I keep thinking about it. Genuinely over, life wasted. Goals unimportant.
It’s getting so bad I don’t even care about women showing even the slightest attention anymore, even the slightest chance of ‘ascension’ isn’t enough to me, why the fuck would I care about simply just sex before the relationship falling apart? BP reaps one way or another, there will be no love involved, no joy, constant comparisons, constant arguments, eventual quick breakup. I’m imperfect and would need someone who complements me as well as imperfect enough that we build off eachother which is utterly impossible. haha, nice I had sex, now i’ll be a failed normie rather than an incel; practically identical outside of one sexual experience.
And then I would lose the only community that at least pretends to tolerate me, back to total loneliness I go.
Holy shit it’s so over, I’m gonna cry again.
