DoomThreeKoala
Autism is a cruel disease.
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Imagine finally ascending...and then contracting an STI. Over for him, it's both brutal and hilarious at the same time.I started fapping at 14, and developed a hygiene problem around the same time. I also had a fair bit of social anxiety when it came to women. At church/teen bible study, we would all have to hold hands to pray at the end of class. My hands would get so sweaty that it would slide out of their grip.
Finished high school, went to a boarding trade school out of state and came back home still a virigin. Finally got my first job at age 20, then got my first car at age 21. I made a post about it and this blonde metal chick from high school started commenting, liking, and "poking" me on Facebook.
I took her on a few dates (she later on admitted that she would've let me smash if I'd just asked/tried) and it was finally time for the big moment. Funny thing is, I actually had a condom. Sadly, due to intense ED from 7 years of fapping, I couldn't get it on. Fellatio also felt insanely uncomfortable due to how sensitive my member was from all the lotion/Vaseline over the years.
It took a few sessions but I was finally able to actually stay hard and get it in. A week later I begged her to be my girlfriend. She reluctantly agreed. A few days later she let two guys from high school gangbang her. 2 years later, I contracted several STDs, had two different confrontations with other men she was sleeping with behind my back, and got cheated on with more men than I can count on 2 hands.
I finally broke up with her shortly after our 2nd anniversary at age 23. I'm 34 now, and I still can't believe how long I held on to her. How desperate I was, how little self-respect I had. It makes me want to vomit. She's still living with her mom, spreading herpes indiscriminately, cheating on her partners and manipulating them into fighting each other for her ego.
At the same time, I'm kinda grateful to her for showing me that women aren't the angelic creatures I was shown in disney/hollywood movies. Also I was going pretty far down the incel rabbit hole at the time and I feel like she kinda saved me for that fate. This is probably just cope, cause I do really wish I didn't have the herps, but idk, at this point it is what it is.





