not_here_4_points
beeing myself
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A few months back I started watching youtube videos of a young woman who was part of a conservative Christian movement that I respected, she seemed so genuine, single, early 20's and wasn't that attractive. Watched her videos and initially she was downright ugly but she grew on me over time until she was so attractive. Her whole presence there was partly if not mostly a presentation of herself to attract a man. She ended up getting a man, more attractive then her, ambitious, just all around great not too far down the. And I'm sitting back seeing this shit, hopelessly oneitised and miserable. I can at least look back and laugh about it now. I got a oneitis on an ugly woman from youtube, never even met her, how much lower can you go with that really? Some of us losers just can't help it.
Anyone else got stories to share on this?
Anyone else got stories to share on this?