sbccel
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On October 24th, 2024, I joined this site. I’d like to thank Master for making this site so I can be sociable.
Anyways, into the real topic, sometime this week, is my birthday. I won’t specify for opsec reasons. I, as most of the people who read my posts know, am consistently suicidal, I’m here to end it here and now. I am giving myself one year of maximum effort, to try and complete some goals, if I cannot complete the allotted goal, that time next year, on my birthday, I will take my own life as soon as possible by gunshot to the head.
The challenge will consist of a point system. Depending on the severity of the challenge, the points increase.
1. Get my drivers license = 1 point
2. Getting a friend in real life, without the assistance of any other people in my circle such as family = 1 point
3. Getting a paychecked job = 1 point
4. Having a consort/sex worker give me sex= 1 point
5. Getting my own apartment/living space (no roommates) = 2 points
6. Having sexual relations with a woman for free = 2 points
7. Earning a total of 10,000 dollars in that years time = 2 points
8. Becoming famous, for whatever reason = 2 points
9. Getting into a romantic AND sexual relationship with a woman for any length of time: 3 points
10. Earning 100,000 or more during the fiscal year = 3 points
11. Getting a HOUSE = 3 points
12. Move out of California with money I earned myself = 3 points
13. Getting married and having children (I’d be beyond shocked if this happened): 5 points
14. Earning over 1 million dollars in the fiscal year = 5 points
15. Killing a foid and getting away with it = 5 points
16. Getting beyond good at my hobby, and being able to live off of it: 5 points
Score to get: 5
Hopefully, I can get some of these goals completed, we’ll see what happens from here on out.
Anyways, into the real topic, sometime this week, is my birthday. I won’t specify for opsec reasons. I, as most of the people who read my posts know, am consistently suicidal, I’m here to end it here and now. I am giving myself one year of maximum effort, to try and complete some goals, if I cannot complete the allotted goal, that time next year, on my birthday, I will take my own life as soon as possible by gunshot to the head.
The challenge will consist of a point system. Depending on the severity of the challenge, the points increase.
1. Get my drivers license = 1 point
2. Getting a friend in real life, without the assistance of any other people in my circle such as family = 1 point
3. Getting a paychecked job = 1 point
4. Having a consort/sex worker give me sex= 1 point
5. Getting my own apartment/living space (no roommates) = 2 points
6. Having sexual relations with a woman for free = 2 points
7. Earning a total of 10,000 dollars in that years time = 2 points
8. Becoming famous, for whatever reason = 2 points
9. Getting into a romantic AND sexual relationship with a woman for any length of time: 3 points
10. Earning 100,000 or more during the fiscal year = 3 points
11. Getting a HOUSE = 3 points
12. Move out of California with money I earned myself = 3 points
13. Getting married and having children (I’d be beyond shocked if this happened): 5 points
14. Earning over 1 million dollars in the fiscal year = 5 points
15. Killing a foid and getting away with it = 5 points
16. Getting beyond good at my hobby, and being able to live off of it: 5 points
Score to get: 5
Hopefully, I can get some of these goals completed, we’ll see what happens from here on out.





