Having low mental energy literally makes anything you want become impossible to achieve. Hell, even the level of a mediocre human being is unachievable.
Forget about actual long-term goals or projects that may actually change your life positively. Forget about learning anything, even if you're smart, cause you'll never be able to stick with it.
Nowadays even playing games is exhausting for me, much less doing or learning something.
I am literally at the level of an animal. I might be able to speak and "think", but really I'm no different than a pig or a cow at this point, that's the level of existence that I'm at. I eat, shit, sleep, vegetate in front of a screen watching god knows what crap that I forget 5 minutes later, and that's it. Every attempt at doing something remotely productive or just not a total waste of life, is completely given up in minutes. And yet I'll look back at these times with fondness when I'm wageslaving, for they will be seen as the good times.
Forget about actual long-term goals or projects that may actually change your life positively. Forget about learning anything, even if you're smart, cause you'll never be able to stick with it.
Nowadays even playing games is exhausting for me, much less doing or learning something.
I am literally at the level of an animal. I might be able to speak and "think", but really I'm no different than a pig or a cow at this point, that's the level of existence that I'm at. I eat, shit, sleep, vegetate in front of a screen watching god knows what crap that I forget 5 minutes later, and that's it. Every attempt at doing something remotely productive or just not a total waste of life, is completely given up in minutes. And yet I'll look back at these times with fondness when I'm wageslaving, for they will be seen as the good times.
