You grow old but never stop feeling that you have not gotten out of your 15-16 years, and unlike the idiocy that says that man old like wine you rot fast, you lose your hair, your face starts to fall looking like it's melting, your eyes get more tired and darkened because of how badly you sleep at night, or day in a lot of cases. When you realize you're the same when you were 16 but now you're stuck in an old body with a look 10 times worse than before.
Everyone around you have matured emotionally and socially, but you? You just got smarter at how things work, and that does not mean that you will not stop feeling how much you've lost and never got the opportunity to experiment what it's like to be young, have a group of friends to have fun, have relationships to learn to feel something beyond a void.
It is a torture to be judged for being just unable to have sex when the truth is that we were incapacitated by society in the process of becoming adults.
Everyone around you have matured emotionally and socially, but you? You just got smarter at how things work, and that does not mean that you will not stop feeling how much you've lost and never got the opportunity to experiment what it's like to be young, have a group of friends to have fun, have relationships to learn to feel something beyond a void.
It is a torture to be judged for being just unable to have sex when the truth is that we were incapacitated by society in the process of becoming adults.
