Again Today i went to the biggest city in my area. 
I sat on a bench at a crowded place next to a river for 3 hours, not moving.
It felt brutal, no looks, no one was talking to me. Nobody realized i was there besides one old couple who greeted me (only the man) and set next to me for 20 minutes.
I am looking foward to do this every weekend from now on. Especially on Fridays and Saturdays when everyone is partying and i can look at the night life.
Its better that rotting at home.
Brutally over.
I sat on a bench at a crowded place next to a river for 3 hours, not moving.
It felt brutal, no looks, no one was talking to me. Nobody realized i was there besides one old couple who greeted me (only the man) and set next to me for 20 minutes.
I am looking foward to do this every weekend from now on. Especially on Fridays and Saturdays when everyone is partying and i can look at the night life.
Its better that rotting at home.
Brutally over.
