Once you are 100% blackpilled, you can never go back, it's real and once you feel it ,you just know it.
You do not have any hope for a woman anymore, you do not expect to have a future with a woman , you do not consider romance/love as a real thing anymore for you.
If i had to tell normies what i just wrote , they'll try to bluepill me , gaslight me thinking that im just over reacting or seeking attention like all normies do, i have seen SO MUCH blue pilled brain dead normies posting quotes online about love and relationship, most of the time they poste those quotes just to gather attention/farm pity from other, i hate so much normies posting quotes like " I do not beleive in love anymore, my heart have been hurt to much, but it's a good thing because i know that loving myself first is the most important thing " or " Men do not search realtionship anymore , they seek peace ! " But when a woman smile at them they forget everything and become little doggy simp.
BP is real and once you really take it , you can only se the truth, everyday.