I was listening to random songs and i found this one:
And it made me remember how once, when i was an innocent bluepilled (already knew blackpill but that's for inkwells, right?) nigga, that thought that if i tried harder and developed a better personality and respect wiminz because bitter incel
personality >>> looks, all womerinos would be lusting and wetting over me and shit.
Point is, there was this foid that i once found pretty and stuff, but if i analyze from ratios and shit, she was a fucking subhuman, no eyebrows, thin lips (i still prefer thin lips over nigger lips but that'll be for another shit thread), pork and slightly crooked nose, weird ass face shape, weird body shape also, no tits, no ass, no bones, no jaw, shitskin, shit facial thirds and fucking 4'10-5 ft jfl, the only good think, if i remember correctly, is her maxilla but i think i even have a better maxilla.
Well, this nigga was the first woman ever i interacted with that wasn't neither a grown ass woman or a fucking 5 year old girl, also the first one that wasn't completely disgusted (i think) by my sole presence and i was able to interact with me.
I met her at my last year of highschool and we started talking and shit because she sat with me in a class and was friend with another foid who was in another class with me, this another foid was in my team of only men just because the day the teams were armed, she arrived late and the only option was my team.
Fast forward to university, i developed a crush on her but nothing happened because she was in a different schedule, she started having another Friends, i was alone (and also by this time i was already lurking here and org without making an account), we didn't talk much due to different schedule (right?) but still talk enough, so one day she starts uploading pics with this nigga she once told me about (like the little cuck i am), i ignored it thinking "just friends, nothing bad" and kept talking to her. Things kept going on till the "day", she uploads a fucking rose and hearts kaomojis, my stomach sunks, i see an user mentioned, is the guy. It was around october, so fast forward till 31st, this bitch uploads pics cosplaying some Harry Potter shit, one pic with this nigga on side and other one grabbing hands with a happy face and hearts kaomojis. Not blackpilled enough but blackpilled enough to rate him, subhuman, no bones, high bodyfat, moonface, fish esr, pork and wide nose, muh gen z broccoli haircut, shitskin, nct, narrow mouth, recessed pointy chin and jaw, shit philtrum:chin ratio, and she also told me he was around 5'3 (jfl, but still cuck on my side for being told about other guy).
My hearts and stomach sunks inmediately, fucking worst sensation ever, almost cried but somehow manage to control it.
This is when, instead of thinking like a rational blackpilled incel, my bluepilled and sensitive young man side got my best: i must confess her, what can go wrong, right?
Well, My idiot ass does that... this should be the part where this foid says something like: "oh my god, i'm so in love with you too, i was since we met, i'm gonna leave this guy and run towards your arms", if that happened, i wouldn't be here (or maybe i would) but truth is, i'm here
She calls me a fucking idiot and tells me to fuck off, that if i'm so fucking retarded not to see she has a boyfriend.
Bluepill alert
I tell her that i would wait for her, for them to break, that him will never love her more than i do, and will always love her 
Blocks me, i was sad and i actually cried after that. Fast forward like 6-8 months later, i'm chilling like at 12 am, about to sleep when i receive a text from slutgram, text says that it's all my fault, that i'm a little piece of shit and that it would be better if i wasn't born... what the fuck is going on? I open the messages, is the fucking bitch... she says that his little subhuman is about to break with her, that i should die and shit, i tell her to fuck off and what the fuck did i even do? She says that that's the problem, i did nothing... I was like:
What kind of retarded response is that? Whatever, i tell her fucking useless and used cunt toilet, i'm literally your superior so you shouldn't be addresing me, and even less with those manners, not even looking on my direction because and i'm a man and whiter passing and looking than you and i will not tolerate another offense towards my superior being, got blocked again and nothing has happened since yet.
Tldr; i fell in love with subhuman, i get cucked cause subhuman gets incel looking boyfriend that's not rotting here because nt, i confess to her cuz, got rejected miserably, time passes, she threatens me, i tell her to fuck off
And it made me remember how once, when i was an innocent bluepilled (already knew blackpill but that's for inkwells, right?) nigga, that thought that if i tried harder and developed a better personality and respect wiminz because bitter incel
personality >>> looks, all womerinos would be lusting and wetting over me and shit.Point is, there was this foid that i once found pretty and stuff, but if i analyze from ratios and shit, she was a fucking subhuman, no eyebrows, thin lips (i still prefer thin lips over nigger lips but that'll be for another shit thread), pork and slightly crooked nose, weird ass face shape, weird body shape also, no tits, no ass, no bones, no jaw, shitskin, shit facial thirds and fucking 4'10-5 ft jfl, the only good think, if i remember correctly, is her maxilla but i think i even have a better maxilla.
Well, this nigga was the first woman ever i interacted with that wasn't neither a grown ass woman or a fucking 5 year old girl, also the first one that wasn't completely disgusted (i think) by my sole presence and i was able to interact with me.
I met her at my last year of highschool and we started talking and shit because she sat with me in a class and was friend with another foid who was in another class with me, this another foid was in my team of only men just because the day the teams were armed, she arrived late and the only option was my team.
Fast forward to university, i developed a crush on her but nothing happened because she was in a different schedule, she started having another Friends, i was alone (and also by this time i was already lurking here and org without making an account), we didn't talk much due to different schedule (right?) but still talk enough, so one day she starts uploading pics with this nigga she once told me about (like the little cuck i am), i ignored it thinking "just friends, nothing bad
" and kept talking to her. Things kept going on till the "day", she uploads a fucking rose and hearts kaomojis, my stomach sunks, i see an user mentioned, is the guy. It was around october, so fast forward till 31st, this bitch uploads pics cosplaying some Harry Potter shit, one pic with this nigga on side and other one grabbing hands with a happy face and hearts kaomojis. Not blackpilled enough but blackpilled enough to rate him, subhuman, no bones, high bodyfat, moonface, fish esr, pork and wide nose, muh gen z broccoli haircut, shitskin, nct, narrow mouth, recessed pointy chin and jaw, shit philtrum:chin ratio, and she also told me he was around 5'3 (jfl, but still cuck on my side for being told about other guy).My hearts and stomach sunks inmediately, fucking worst sensation ever, almost cried but somehow manage to control it.
This is when, instead of thinking like a rational blackpilled incel, my bluepilled and sensitive young man side got my best: i must confess her, what can go wrong, right?
Well, My idiot ass does that... this should be the part where this foid says something like: "oh my god, i'm so in love with you too, i was since we met, i'm gonna leave this guy and run towards your arms", if that happened, i wouldn't be here (or maybe i would) but truth is, i'm here
She calls me a fucking idiot and tells me to fuck off, that if i'm so fucking retarded not to see she has a boyfriend.
Bluepill alertI tell her that i would wait for her, for them to break, that him will never love her more than i do, and will always love her Blocks me, i was sad and i actually cried after that. Fast forward like 6-8 months later, i'm chilling like at 12 am, about to sleep when i receive a text from slutgram, text says that it's all my fault, that i'm a little piece of shit and that it would be better if i wasn't born... what the fuck is going on? I open the messages, is the fucking bitch... she says that his little subhuman is about to break with her, that i should die and shit, i tell her to fuck off and what the fuck did i even do? She says that that's the problem, i did nothing... I was like:
What kind of retarded response is that? Whatever, i tell her fucking useless and used cunt toilet, i'm literally your superior so you shouldn't be addresing me, and even less with those manners, not even looking on my direction because and i'm a man and whiter passing and looking than you and i will not tolerate another offense towards my superior being, got blocked again and nothing has happened since yet.
Tldr; i fell in love with subhuman, i get cucked cause subhuman gets incel looking boyfriend that's not rotting here because nt, i confess to her cuz
, got rejected miserably, time passes, she threatens me, i tell her to fuck off
