The hormones will recede in the 30s, and you will feel less the need to reproduce. This will bring clarity of vision.
Since you have been isolated all this time, you will eventually regard humanity as a useless mass of npcs, sacks of meat who should be manipulated.
I eventually engaged in financial speculation, and made money with crypto. The activity is regarded as pure evil by the npcs, which makes me feels good. It is better than mass shootings, because you harm them slowly and in a wider range.
Do not take the whitepill before the 30s. I only took it in the 40s after my experience with tulpamancy, which came spontaneously as the awakening of the anima.
If you take the whitepill before the 30s you run the risk of becoming a affected pseud. You need to suffer with the blackpill in order to create character and ascend to the whitepill.
Contrary to the popular belief on this forum, we are superior to the sex havers, not the other way around, because by not attaching to a meatbag female, you end up feeding introspection, which develops the soul. We are temporarily on this Earth, our physical bodies will age and die, so there is no point in contributing to the mass of slaves we call humanity.
Currently I'm having issues with married cucks of my age and above, who had been gossiping and slandering me because I live alone and bring no hag to my home. They are envious of me because I can fend for myself while they are cucked down by a old hag. The foids also age, but they rot faster than us, their breasts become saggy and wrinkled. The married cuck will eventually have to pay a escort to have the comfort of youth and will end up in the same situation of a incel, if not worse. The married cuck is also drowned into debt as he had to pay for his kids education, so could not multiply his money. Fucking married cucks are envious and suspicious of someone who dont need to appease the foids.
