Oldcels, do you feel too corrupted by weirdness to ascend?

[inceldaygamer_]

I'm going to get some hate for this, but I am not a huge believer in the looks part of the blackpill. As an oldcel of 30+, it feels like what stops me from ascending is living through years and years of isolation.

It has made me very weird and I've got all these things in my head that feel like they distance me from normal people, especially foids, because foids are the most NT creatures ever made. I feel like I would have to run my whole life past them or I would be frauding them somehow.

But what I'm not taking into account, is "foids have secrets too". They are probably masturbating to rape fantasies or equally if not more depraved shit than what we are. It's just societal brainwashing, telling us that foids are all innocent.

There was a chad at my old work a couple of years back that showed me a video clip on facebook of a foid at uni getting bound and gagged and fucked by his chad friend. That goes to show, foids are NOT innocent at all.

And yet for some reason I feel like a fraud for having had such a weird life so far and feel like it would keep me from femoids.

 

[Emba]

Yes bro.

Having many years of loneliness one develops some mighty strange copes.

Enough to feel glad that you don't have people coming around...

Lots of habits that are not conducive to group connections. Up late... Read a lot... Etc...

For example: the @FrustratedWhiteMale dude with his multiracial fuckdoll collection.

If i had more stability and money i can see how i could be like him... Without the non white fuck dolls. I would probably "disguise" them as "bondage art." In case of visitors...

 

[inceldaygamer_]

Yes bro.

Having many years of loneliness one develops some mighty strange copes.

Enough to feel glad that you don't have people coming around...

Lots of habits that are not conducive to group connections. Up late... Read a lot... Etc...

For example: the @FrustratedWhiteMale dude with his multiracial fuckdoll collection.

If i had more stability and money i can see how i could be like him... Without the non white fuck dolls. I would probably "disguise" them as "bondage art." In case of visitors...

heh, yeah. It's like me when I got into female autopsy videos. I had all these thoughts and questions about female autopsies but I knew normies would socially crucify me for that fetish.

It definitely took it's toll on my mental health over a number of years.

I thought too deep into it when I was younger. Like "how can I talk to women when I have this depraved fetish". But the whole time I was overthinking things.

That was for nearly 10 years, now I've finally tried to stop, I am already an oldcel.

 

[Player]

Well, for me it is not just brain fucked up by social isolation. I am also broke, ill and nobody truly supports me. I can't find a normal job or enjoy my hobby. My days starts in pain with thought "AAAAAAAH! oh no, I am alive again!! Can I go back to nightmares?!".

What I could even said to foid? I have nothing. No memories, no money, no normal job, no mental health, no physical health, no prospects, no personal life, no sexual experience. Love me!

Yeah, sure.

 

[grondilu]

What I could even said to foid? I have nothing. No memories, no money, no normal job, no mental health, no physical health, no prospects, no personal life, no sexual experience. Love me!

Yeah, sure.

Yeah, it's over. We have nothing to give but our body and our conversation. The former will not impress them and the latter will bore them to death.

Thankfully hookers exist.

 

[Assymmetricfacel]

Well, for me it is not just brain fucked up by social isolation. I am also broke, ill and nobody truly supports me. I can't find a normal job or enjoy my hobby. My days starts in pain with thought "AAAAAAAH! oh no, I am alive again!! Can I go back to nightmares?!".

What I could even said to foid? I have nothing. No memories, no money, no normal job, no mental health, no physical health, no prospects, no personal life, no sexual experience. Love me!

Yeah, sure.

i've been unemployed for the last 6 years and also poor, it's really destroying if you can't even get a job, you need money to have friends and social inclusion

 

[inceldaygamer_]

If we weren't spread out all across the world we could have a get together.

 

[Emba]

heh, yeah. It's like me when I got into female autopsy videos. I had all these thoughts and questions about female autopsies but I knew normies would socially crucify me for that fetish.

It definitely took it's toll on my mental health over a number of years.

I thought too deep into it when I was younger. Like "how can I talk to women when I have this depraved fetish". But the whole time I was overthinking things.

That was for nearly 10 years, now I've finally tried to stop, I am already an oldcel.

Ahh yes... autopsy vids! Been there, saw that!

For me it was, "how can i talk with women when I'd much rather gag them?"

Well, for me it is not just brain fucked up by social isolation. I am also broke, ill and nobody truly supports me. I can't find a normal job or enjoy my hobby. My days starts in pain with thought "AAAAAAAH! oh no, I am alive again!! Can I go back to nightmares?!".

What I could even said to foid? I have nothing. No memories, no money, no normal job, no mental health, no physical health, no prospects, no personal life, no sexual experience. Love me!

Yeah, sure.

Ahh yes, the extreme povery reality... Been there, and never left!

"Hey baby, want to walk to my rotting trailer and shit in my outhouse that doesn't have a door? In winter..."
Or...
"Hey baby, lets go to McDonald's, it's that time when they throw out the old burgers! All you can eat!"

 

[Mainländer]

The only, single, exclusive, singular reason I'm an incel is: I look UGLY and OLD.

 

[WolfOfLoneStreet]

but I am not a huge believer in the looks part of the blackpill.

how so, what is it that you don't believe about lookism ?

 

[inceldaygamer_]

but I am not a huge believer in the looks part of the blackpill.

how so, what is it that you don't believe about lookism ?

I just don't believe that it's the main factor in being incel. It's mainly circumstances, like being unemployed, not fitting into society, spending too much time in isolation, etc.

 

[Deleted member 14382]

You even start to SOUND different than the people around you when you live in isolation as your only 'interaction' with other people is with the ones you hear on TV and the internet. So you start speaking like them, further isolating yourself from your community.

 

[WolfOfLoneStreet]

I just don't believe that it's the main factor in being incel. It's mainly circumstances, like being unemployed, not fitting into society, spending too much time in isolation, etc.

whatever helps you cope at night

 

[inceldaygamer_]

whatever helps you cope at night

It's not a cope, I think those are genuinely the cause of being an incel.

 

[WolfOfLoneStreet]

It's not a cope, I think those are genuinely the cause of being an incel.

wait do you believe in hyper-gamy tho

 

[Deleted member 3385]

i feel i am too old in life now for a relationship, i have been single so long it just feels normal. I don't watch porn or anything, I just have basically 0 interest in women. Like how prisoners become institutionalized and they give up on life

 

[inceldaygamer_]

i feel i am too old in life now for a relationship, i have been single so long it just feels normal. I don't watch porn or anything, I just have basically 0 interest in women. Like how prisoners become institutionalized and they give up on life

That's a good thing, though. I am in my 30s and still feel the urge for young flesh that I never experienced in my teens and 20s. Sounds like heaven having no interest in them anymore. Asexualmaxing is legit, tbh.

 

[Sportbro]

That's a good thing, though. I am in my 30s and still feel the urge for young flesh that I never experienced in my teens and 20s.

Yes officer he is right there