i already work 16h a day twice a week and 12-13h the rest of the week, only Sunday as rest day. I don't have nothing else to do tho, what can i do? I don't want to betabux a landwhale, i don't want children nor a family, i don't have social life nor i want it, all hobbies that comes to my mind are gay, videogames are gay, toons/anime/manga are ubergigaultrafaggot, nerdculture aint for me. Escorts have STDs. The only thing i like are the two jobs i have, cooking food and tasting wine, which are the only two things i spend money on and reading scientific papers, which is part of my job. What do you do with time? I think i'll shoot myself if i ever found myself neeting or some shit like that, i genuinely can't. I wish i could, i wish i wouldn't have this feeling of void outside working. I feel fuckin sad.