Anyone who attended FaceandLMS' livestream can clear it up.
I just wish I was loved as a child
Love is essential for growth.
Children that didn't receive love from both their parents are more likely to lash out in the future and lack empathy towards their peers.
Your parents not loving you has definitely destroyed you and will make it harder for you to integrate within society.
Is it over for manlets? At what height would you say it’s completely over? Anything below 5’6”?
Being a short male, is a huge blow to your perceived attractiveness to women.
I'd like to begin by reiterating it depends on the countries average and the average height of women.
Globally speaking, if any man is below 5'5, regardless of any country he goes to in the world. It never began for him.
5'6 may be OK in some asian countries, provided you're also rich: however this intices women to be with you for your money rather than looks, so for the most part it's still over.
5'8-5'9, is average in a lot of countries but due to the modern day convention of men lying about their height women perceive such men to be 5'10-5'11..
I sincerely hope that I'm just a location-cel, but I'll never find out because I can't manage to get a job anywhere else but in the San Francisco Bay Area. I've spent years sending applications to prospective employers all over the country but nobody ever responds. I'm willing to do literally anything even if it's a worse job than what I have now. I live alone in a tiny run-down 500 square-foot apartment from the 1950s that eats up all my salary because it costs $3000/month and i just want to kill myself.
Let me ask you a question.
If you were to kill yourself, what would it cost the government? Would you put the nation in millions of dollars of debt? Would your death result in a world war?
No.
You'd just be another 1 of the men that die every 3 seconds.
So why do the government imprison you, or ridicule you for wanting to take your own life? That shows how expendable they regard you as. They see you as a means to amass more money for the nation at the expense of your health and happiness.
That's evil in my opinion.
Now about your living situation there's only 1 things you can do: try and find another place to live or share a place for a similar price with someone.
How good is your resume you've been sending out? What is the highest form of education which you have? What industry are you working in?
What is your age?
As I'm not American, I can't exactly comment on prices, so I'm going off other people's posts made on the misc bodybuilding forums and data I've seen online and I'd say you're paying quite a lot.
I do acknowledge you're living in SF which is by no means a cheap place to live, but $3000 a month in rent? That's a lot. Even including Bill's.
Have you considered living in places technically designed for students?
I think about suicide every day. I try to think about other things but when I really consider it, I really begin to tear apart from the inside over how pointless my life is.
What are the triggers to those thoughts?
What would you be trying to escape by committing suicide?
