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XtremeMax

XtremeMax

my name is Max. Discord is xtrememax5
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my OCD is a constant hell and i literally left school for half a year illegally because of it. (my mom let me she is nice). some rituals i have had are: recording a clip on games all the time, doing patterns of wlaking around objects and places, clicking/tapping/touching things over and over until it feels right or to a certain numebr, i obsessed over numbers for ages but its better now, retyping things thinking that the person who reads it will hate me, obsessing that i will lost all my online friends and being scared of what i say, repeating phrases and words over and over, backtracing where i walk, washing my hands over and over until they are cracked dry bloodied and destroyed and MANY MANY more
 
my OCD is a constant hell and i literally left school for half a year illegally because of it. (my mom let me she is nice). some rituals i have had are: recording a clip on games all the time, doing patterns of wlaking around objects and places, clicking/tapping/touching things over and over until it feels right or to a certain numebr, i obsessed over numbers for ages but its better now, retyping things thinking that the person who reads it will hate me, obsessing that i will lost all my online friends and being scared of what i say, repeating phrases and words over and over, backtracing where i walk, washing my hands over and over until they are cracked dry bloodied and destroyed and MANY MANY more

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I do this all of the time, it feels like a schizo trait tbh. For example if I don’t make sure to lock my windows at night, aliens could crawl through them.
 
I do this all of the time, it feels like a schizo trait tbh. For example if I don’t make sure to lock my windows at night, aliens could crawl through them.
I JUST WANT ONE SECOND OF PEACE
 
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i feel the same way
 
I suffered through years of OCD torture and resulting educational neglect even self harm before i purchased a computer and looked up the internet about the disease.It solved years of my problems in a few days and now i am quite alright by allah's grace
 
my OCD is a constant hell and i literally left school for half a year illegally because of it. (my mom let me she is nice). some rituals i have had are: recording a clip on games all the time, doing patterns of wlaking around objects and places, clicking/tapping/touching things over and over until it feels right or to a certain numebr, i obsessed over numbers for ages but its better now, retyping things thinking that the person who reads it will hate me, obsessing that i will lost all my online friends and being scared of what i say, repeating phrases and words over and over, backtracing where i walk, washing my hands over and over until they are cracked dry bloodied and destroyed and MANY MANY more
Stop worrying about it, psychology is gay, fake and fembrained
 
I suffered through years of OCD torture and resulting educational neglect even self harm before i purchased a computer and looked up the internet about the disease.It solved years of my problems in a few days and now i am quite alright by allah's grace
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100% caused by lack of sex
 
I have this real annoying one where if something brushes or touched my right arm or leg I have to do it on the left arm or leg too, and it's hard because you have to turn your whole body sometimes

And vice versa left to right

Also I have to rinse my mouth after brushing teeth like 7 times so I can't taste any toothpaste

And I really hate when my feet touch water on the floor, I can't go to swimming pools without flip flops and I hate using Indian bathrooms that have tiles on the floor. In my England house we have carpet in the bathroom. It's especially worse if there are hairs on the floor I really don't like them touching my feet of they're wet because they get stuck to your foot
 
I suffered through years of OCD torture and resulting educational neglect even self harm before i purchased a computer and looked up the internet about the disease.It solved years of my problems in a few days and now i am quite alright by allah's grace
How did you fix it I don't want to take any pills, I heard here that fluoxetine helps but I don't want to take it
 
Do you also get triggered when certain places arent where theyre supposed to be?
 
Yet you have a typo jfl
 
I'm thankful my OCD is not as bad as yours, If i can manage to focus on something else it's not a problem, however it's not easy for me to just focus on something else.
 
my OCD is a constant hell and i literally left school for half a year illegally because of it. (my mom let me she is nice). some rituals i have had are: recording a clip on games all the time, doing patterns of wlaking around objects and places, clicking/tapping/touching things over and over until it feels right or to a certain numebr, i obsessed over numbers for ages but its better now, retyping things thinking that the person who reads it will hate me, obsessing that i will lost all my online friends and being scared of what i say, repeating phrases and words over and over, backtracing where i walk, washing my hands over and over until they are cracked dry bloodied and destroyed and MANY MANY more
I think im starting to get ocd type of symptoms too
The most common one is feeling like I have to do something 5 times or something bad will happen
I just keep getting these impulses to do things and I only do them because I have this feeling something bad will happen if I dont And I dont want to make my life any worse :feelskek:

I was thinking about It the other day and I feel like ocd is caused by feeling powerless in life at some point since it can be caused by abuse unless you have it genetically

I remember having a conversation with videogamecoper awhile ago about his ocd and he said it only started after he was bullied everyday by a foid teacher in his school
When you get bullied or abused you feel powerless in life since the only reason you would have been chosen to be bullied in the first place is because your an easy target who cant do anything to help themselves

OCD is pretty much just You being controlled completely by your thoughts
So you end up being powerless to it depending on the severity of it
 
How did you fix it I don't want to take any pills, I heard here that fluoxetine helps but I don't want to take it
through self counselling mostly.did take meds and visits to psychiatrist but went in too late for that.Visit the OCD subreddit and look up the causes and ways to control it on the internet.once you develop OCD you can only control it to a certain extent but never cure it fully
 
I too have suffered from OCD. Since I was 14 years old. I washed my hands for an excessive amount of time, constantly checked to see if the gas valve was turned off before leaving the house, or was obsessed with patterns and numbers. When I walked down the street, I imagined that pedestrians would get rekt. Like getting their head cut off or getting hit by a car... so, I have been taking SSRIs until now. But I plan to quit soon.
 
We have gone to this kind of suffering and yet society still dares ask us to contribute to it. It is very clear that we deserve reparation and compensation and more. Also instead of being loved and cared by women, our illness instead repels them. This is not fair.
 
We have gone to this kind of suffering and yet society still dares ask us to contribute to it. It is very clear that we deserve reparation and compensation and more. Also instead of being loved and cared by women, our illness instead repels them. This is not fair.
My life is constant hell all i ask for is that the government gives me a painless way of committing suicide. this is all iwant
 
Also I have to rinse my mouth after brushing teeth like 7 times so I can't taste any toothpaste
I wanna see a battle between you and @Saysitsover
 
through self counselling mostly.did take meds and visits to psychiatrist but went in too late for that.Visit the OCD subreddit and look up the causes and ways to control it on the internet.once you develop OCD you can only control it to a certain extent but never cure it fully
Wow what a faggot brain disease this is then I'm going to kill it somehow I hate being a weird cunt
 

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