LDAR Observer mode

[packardD]

Sitting in the same audience i was sitting in 2 years ago. Absolutely nothing has changed since then in my life.

I see the same people I have “known” (seen) for 3 years, they have moved on with their lives. All of them either have or have had girlfriends, all of them look at the very least okay as in not deformed like me. All of them are neurotypical, outgoing, full of energy. They are so ready and looking forward to finding a job (JFL at that but still).

And I am just a mere observer, as always. Man this is one of the most brutal things for a loser incel outcast like me - the sense of powerlessness and not belonging. I don’t belong anywhere. I have no anchors in this world, no friends, no hobbies, nothing.

I just witness others leave the audience in big friend groups, time after time after time, for years on end.

This is very brutal if you ask me, I don’t even think about “relationships” anymore. Completely pointless at this point

 

[Caichan]

I have no anchors in this world, no friends, no hobbies, nothing.

Same I feel like I’m just here

 

[Lonelyus]

I was born against my will and the entire planet is against me, Thx mom and dad.

Be grateful for being born people said, While suffering.

People get angry when i say, I didnt ask to be born and i never asked to be here.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

same. Stuck in the same world for several years now, nothing changes despite my will and "work" I put in

 

[zd60]

Stuck in the same world for several years now, nothing changes