RageFuel nothing worst than being reminded to what you can never have.

[nxdismycope]

yesterday was suppose to be a good day.
i went out with 2 friends to some bars, and me going out with friends is something that happens like once every 2-3 months so i always look forward for that.
but something happened yesterday, something very small but yet huge suicidefuel.

we were going in a bar's street, and some american tourist came to us asked if we know where is X bar.
we didnt know and my friends tried to look in google maps, while we had a bit of a chat with her. she wasnt a stacy, maybe 5-6/10 but she was 100000000% my type - aka, cute af.
and she was super nice, first time in a few years a foid talks to me with smiles.
anyway, after like 3-4 minutes a chadlite friend came and ofcourse right away she gave him all the attention.
after my friend found her bar she went there, and i legit thought about her all day. its so fucking painful to know that even tho she was nice af i had no chance.

the very few times when foids were nice to me irl just made huge damage to me. cuz it makes you feel for couple of minutes like you are normal, and you and her are the same kind. and then you remember, thats its not.
you know that the couple of minutes of chat is much more than you could even ask for.

i would do everything to have the foid from yesterday as my gf. everything. it would makes my life so much better.
she was so fucking cute to my taste i cant forget her

fuck this life seriously. im so depressed now even tho weed doesnt help me.

 

[LastGerman]

You should not have talked to her in the first place. Perhaps even go to the toilet and do some push ups when such things happens.

 

[nxdismycope]

You should not have talked to her in the first place. Perhaps even go to the toilet and do some push ups when such things happens.

true. it only hurts me after

 

[FlyFace]

the very few times when foids were nice to me irl just made huge damage to me. cuz it makes you feel for couple of minutes like you are normal, and you and her are the same kind. and then you remember, thats its not.
you know that the couple of minutes of chat is much more than you could even ask for.

An eternal punishment for a crime we have no control over.

 

[LastGerman]

true. it only hurts me after

And it will get worse and worse. I know you were on a good mood before that happened and on the beginning in this conversation. But keep in mind, she is just another female, who sucked plenty of different dicks before. She is not nothing special and she thinks like this about you as well. She won't remember you. Her smile was fake and her behaviour towards you and the whole group was fake due to social norms (''just be nice teehee'').

 

[GameDevCel]

yesterday was suppose to be a good day.
i went out with 2 friends to some bars, and me going out with friends is something that happens like once every 2-3 months so i always look forward for that.
but something happened yesterday, something very small but yet huge suicidefuel.

we were going in a bar's street, and some american tourist came to us asked if we know where is X bar.
we didnt know and my friends tried to look in google maps, while we had a bit of a chat with her. she wasnt a stacy, maybe 5-6/10 but she was 100000000% my type - aka, cute af.
and she was super nice, first time in a few years a foid talks to me with smiles.
anyway, after like 3-4 minutes a chadlite friend came and ofcourse right away she gave him all the attention.
after my friend found her bar she went there, and i legit thought about her all day. its so fucking painful to know that even tho she was nice af i had no chance.

the very few times when foids were nice to me irl just made huge damage to me. cuz it makes you feel for couple of minutes like you are normal, and you and her are the same kind. and then you remember, thats its not.
you know that the couple of minutes of chat is much more than you could even ask for.

i would do everything to have the foid from yesterday as my gf. everything. it would makes my life so much better.
she was so fucking cute to my taste i cant forget her

fuck this life seriously. im so depressed now even tho weed doesnt help me.

i know how you feel bro, that kind of shit happen to me all the time, being ugly sucks, this cute foids make my heart warm, but when they just brutally reject me, i feel like someone punched thought my heart, i would prefer if they just ignored us, it would hurt less

 

[nxdismycope]

i know how you feel bro, that kind of shit happen to me all the time, being ugly sucks, this cute foids make my heart warm, but when they just brutally reject me, i feel like someone punched thought my heart, i would prefer if they just ignored us, it would hurt less

true. just like how in HS i would rather be ignored instead of being bullied.

 

[ihaveno1]

i went out

there's ur mistake

 

[Cuyen]

You should not have talked to her in the first place. Perhaps even go to the toilet and do some push ups when such things happens.

 

[Insomniac]

This is why I stay indoors.

 

[Michael15651]

It's the worst when they act like that and give some sort of hope only for it to be sabotaged.