SuicideFuel Nothing scares me more than this.

[guessthatsit]

Nothing scares me more than the agepill. The fact that my youth is slowly rotting away and I have achieved nothing in my life. No accomplishments,no respect and no happiness. Only the pain, boredom and regret which comes with being a friendless sexless Incel. While others will have fond memories of their joyful glory days,I will remember the dark times of me getting bullied and imprisoned away from the experience of real happiness in life. I have tried everything in my power to not waste these years, but nothing seems to work. No matter what choices I make, no matter how much I try to change, no matter how much I try to improoooove. Nothing seems to work. NOTHING. NOTHING EVER HAPPENS. I END UP AT THE SAME PLACE. NO, I END UP GOING EVEN FURTHER DOWNHILL. FUCK THIS LIFE.

 

[Bulbasaur]

Bro, I'm in my 30s. In some ways it's easier to deal my inceldom now. Reason one, I'm used to it. Reason two, I have some money and a place on my own.

 

[sub5ricemale]

Who cares about achievements?

I learned to be a loser because who cares about titles?

 

[Itsoverm8]

I just wanna die already I want to take my breeders with me though but I don’t want to exist

 

[GigaL0ser]

tbh I see no reason to live past 30 if I habe never experienced great memories or moments that shape you up as a person

I’m gonna probably kms until then

 

[Emba]

It's indeed a brutal AF pill bro....

The only reason I'm dealing with it, is because the rope broke in my 30s.

 

[Puppet Master]

You and me both brocel... you and me both.

 

[TooSomething]

It's indeed a brutal AF pill bro....

The only reason I'm dealing with it, is because the rope broke in my 30s.

It broke for ten years straight?

 

[Emba]

It broke for ten years straight?

After that, being a survivalist and hiding in the woods was my cope.

It was very effective.

Hard to feel sui when you really want to outlive the normies during mad max shit

 

[TooSomething]

After that, being a survivalist and hiding in the woods was my cope.

It was very effective.

Hard to feel sui when you really want to outlive the normies during mad max shit

I am glad that you haven't done it, tbh.

 

[Emba]

I am glad that you haven't done it, tbh.

I really learned a lot in those extra years of life...

Smarter now. Blackpilled, therefore I know the cause of my psychic pain back then. Just natural stuff bro.

 

[TooSomething]

I really learned a lot in those extra years of life...

Smarter now. Blackpilled, therefore I know the cause of my psychic pain back then. Just natural stuff bro.

So tell me, is it worth for me suffering another 30 + years?

 

[Emba]

So tell me, is it worth for me suffering another 30 + years?

Depends on what you like


For me - even if ultimately futile - knowing what easy perennial (wild) foods will grow in my yard was worth the decade to find out.

It was worth growing a dwarf orange tree for 8 years, when it tool 5 years to see even one fruit!

This Christmas it will.be covered in ripe organic oranges. (Something most folks will never experience.)

Ive learned various psychic and religious philosophy stuff and have a much better idea of what to exspect after death. That is, ofc, it isn't just nothing at all. (Religious is bullshit psyop? I'll find out soon enough

I finally got all the cool shit I needed decades ago for off grid farming, including valuable life experience...

Off, all that stuff is useless to me now, and I sure would like to give it to a brocel,

If someone offered me ~10,000 worth of gear I sure AF would not turn it down because "I don't need a freezer or guns, because I'm a peaceful vegetarian!" I'd smile and gratefully take it and sell the fucking stuff! Only a retard refuses free gear!

Thats how my heir stuff is going rn. It's like I have to beg to help a stupid bro!

Brutal AF shit bro

 

[Julius1]

Agepill hits the cruelest for us because normies will remember blissfully the fun they had in their youth meanwhile we either rope or remember life filled with nothing but loneliness and sorrow.

 

[LowIQ loner]

Nothing scares me more than the agepill. The fact that my youth is slowly rotting away and I have achieved nothing in my life. No accomplishments,no respect and no happiness. Only the pain, boredom and regret which comes with being a friendless sexless Incel. While others will have fond memories of their joyful glory days,I will remember the dark times of me getting bullied and imprisoned away from the experience of real happiness in life. I have tried everything in my power to not waste these years, but nothing seems to work. No matter what choices I make, no matter how much I try to change, no matter how much I try to improoooove. Nothing seems to work. NOTHING. NOTHING EVER HAPPENS. I END UP AT THE SAME PLACE. NO, I END UP GOING EVEN FURTHER DOWNHILL. FUCK THIS LIFE.

truth nuke. agepill is almost unmatched in terms of brutality

 

[TooSomething]

Depends on what you like


For me - even if ultimately futile - knowing what easy perennial (wild) foods will grow in my yard was worth the decade to find out.

It was worth growing a dwarf orange tree for 8 years, when it tool 5 years to see even one fruit!

This Christmas it will.be covered in ripe organic oranges. (Something most folks will never experience.)

Ive learned various psychic and religious philosophy stuff and have a much better idea of what to exspect after death. That is, ofc, it isn't just nothing at all. (Religious is bullshit psyop? I'll find out soon enough

I finally got all the cool shit I needed decades ago for off grid farming, including valuable life experience...

Off, all that stuff is useless to me now, and I sure would like to give it to a brocel,

If someone offered me ~10,000 worth of gear I sure AF would not turn it down because "I don't need a freezer or guns, because I'm a peaceful vegetarian!" I'd smile and gratefully take it and sell the fucking stuff! Only a retard refuses free gear!

Thats how my heir stuff is going rn. It's like I have to beg to help a stupid bro!

Brutal AF shit bro

Like I've said, I am too far away for that and my only buddy live in Oklahoma City, which is too far away as well, I guess.

He is alive, btw, but he has yet to reply to me, again... . Maybe he is really ghosting me.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

tbh I see no reason to live past 30 if I habe never experienced great memories or moments that shape you up as a person

I’m gonna probably kms until then

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Agepill hits the cruelest for us because normies will remember blissfully the fun they had in their youth meanwhile we either rope or remember life filled with nothing but loneliness and sorrow.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

My youth is already over.

 

[Barlog]

Most people in life don't accomplish anything. Its just a long march to mediocrity. Medicore foid, mediocre family, mediocre car, mediocre job, mediocre house. Unless you're rich life is shit and pointless.

 

[Emba]

Like I've said, I am too far away for that and my only buddy live in Oklahoma City, which is too far away as well, I guess.

He is alive, btw, but he has yet to reply to me, again... . Maybe he is really ghosting me.

Don't worry about it bro. I'd rather a healthy guy gets it.

I do have local dudes that can move the stuff around and sell it cheap to whoever, but ofc, I'd rather help a brocel.

I am starting to think my local fren (while not incel due to taking a really old single mom) might be my only option.

 

[TooSomething]

Don't worry about it bro. I'd rather a healthy guy gets it.

I do have local dudes that can move the stuff around and sell it cheap to whoever, but ofc, I'd rather help a brocel.

I am starting to think my local fren (while not incel due to taking a really old single mom) might be my only option.

My buddy in OKC isn't a brocel anyway. He has a wife and a daughter.

I have met him during my blue pilled and red pilled phase.
He accepts me being a black piller though.

 

[Emba]

My buddy in OKC isn't a brocel anyway. He has a wife and a daughter.

I have met him during my blue pilled and red pilled phase.
He accepts me being a black piller though.

Oh. Brutal. Fuck that normie sexhaver family man!

 

[rcnfive]

as an oldcel, you should be scared.

the silence is unbearable. the years of loneliness and blackpill rot your mind. the copes eventually stop working.

your physical health starts to fail. you’re fucked if you ever need help or get sick

 

[Grodd]

Getting older just means more years of misery and suffering.

 

[kapri]

Honestly I'm not sad I wasted years, I'm sad I've lived through them. I'd be a lot happier if I just didn't remember my past.

 

[psycho123]

Getting older just means more years of misery and suffering.

this is exactly why I don’t see myself past 30

 

[LeFrenchCel]

The most painful thing isn't to look back at your youth years and realizing afterwards than you missed on stuff.

It's actually going through this, living through your youth years and realizing whilst in the middle of it that you're wasting it right now and that there is NOTHING you can do to prevent that.

 

[TooSomething]

Oh. Brutal. Fuck that normie sexhaver family man!

But he is a good man and je understands my position.

 

[Emba]

But he is a good man and je understands my position.

So would a cat.

But yeah, there are plenty of good normies around here too. I just don't know them.

I'm starting to not worry too much about the shit anyway.

 

[VλREN]

Nothing scares me more than the agepill. The fact that my youth is slowly rotting away and I have achieved nothing in my life. No accomplishments,no respect and no happiness. Only the pain, boredom and regret which comes with being a friendless sexless Incel. While others will have fond memories of their joyful glory days,I will remember the dark times of me getting bullied and imprisoned away from the experience of real happiness in life. I have tried everything in my power to not waste these years, but nothing seems to work. No matter what choices I make, no matter how much I try to change, no matter how much I try to improoooove. Nothing seems to work. NOTHING. NOTHING EVER HAPPENS. I END UP AT THE SAME PLACE. NO, I END UP GOING EVEN FURTHER DOWNHILL. FUCK THIS LIFE.

Literally me

 

[VλREN]

Once the collagen runs out we’ll look like monsters