Nothing I do ever helps the loneliness and hopelessness

[Clavicus Vile]

Everything I do to try and cope only temporarily distracts and deflects, but the emptiness and despair always returns. There’s just no escape from it.

Everywhere I go, everywhere in life. There will always be constant reminders of everything I’ve ever desired. So many memories I’ll never get to create. And all I can do is sit and watch others have it all, unable to stop my own misery.

And yet I just live on, day after day after day. Probably heading towards a painful heart attack after decades of poor posture and a bad diet.

Everyday is the same at this point, I hardly ever remember the day of the week anymore. Or the day of the month.

 

[Caichan]

Have you tried drinking

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Have you tried drinking

I tried it a couple times, I couldn’t really get into it.

 

[zd60]

drugs keep me sedated enough to get through the day still absolutely miserable but its a tad easier to be miserable

 

[DeformedDysgenicCel]

They will always be at your side to accompany you.

 

[Gfx.ia]

Everything I do to try and cope only temporarily distracts and deflects, but the emptiness and despair always returns. There’s just no escape from it.

Everywhere I go, everywhere in life. There will always be constant reminders of everything I’ve ever desired. So many memories I’ll never get to create. And all I can do is sit and watch others have it all, unable to stop my own misery.

And yet I just live on, day after day after day. Probably heading towards a painful heart attack after decades of poor posture and a bad diet.

Everyday is the same at this point, I hardly ever remember the day of the week anymore. Or the day of the month.

Try carts or weed vapes whatever you want to call them. Made my days lighter and if you want to do them whenever wether it's in public or in your room it's better than smoking an actual spliff (imo)

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I'm so disappointed by how my life turned out. I want a reroll.