Deleted member 34664
Unicel
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So I met her like 2 months ago now and it's been pretty great for the most part, we've talked ever single day for a month plus and pretty much the whole day. I did not seek her out or anything we sort of just met online and she's my age too, altho unlike me she can find a partner and someone to be with(shocker right). I had no idea the person I was even talking to was a girl I was just lonely at like 3 am and started to message this person; it was a based on a comment. We get to talking and after like a week or so of talking all day she asks to exchange social media and at that point I was accepting the fact that it was gonna be over, once she got a look at me I had no doubt she'd be disgusted and block me but for some reason she didn't. The part that makes me think it's a mistake is that to her I'm so much in the friendzone, she hits me with the, "dude, bro, man, homie" and all that. She even has a bf who treats her like absolute shit but she keeps going back to him for god knows what reason and she always vent to me about it too, which is fine i guess but like I don't wanna hear about your bf all the time and how he gets your love and affection even after he treats you like shit and i'm here all mr.nice guy still a fucking virgin. I really also hate it when she mentions some guy celeb and tells me how hot he is, like wtf???? why the fuck do I want to hear how some guy you don't even know is really hot?? wtf does that do for me??? You don't hear me saying how I wanna get with all these hot girls too because then I'd be considered a prevent. The only reason I still talk to her Is because I am so starved of female attention and interaction and I'm desperate for any attention she'll give me which tbh is pretty pathetic. Like the most "action" i've gotten is a hug from a friend one in like freshman year hs, had a study session with one(unplanned) last year on campus and one smiled at me. I really hate some aspects of this "friendship," but man I don't know if I want to lose it because If I do then I'll have zero female anything and that's really not a good time for me. I guess overall we got a good thing going on, not saying I deserve anything from her per se but some things really bug me about it.