depressedblackcel
Self-banned
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I’m a bum. I’m a loser and I’m worthless. I think I’m cursed as everything I do, I do wrong. whenever someone tells me to do something, it ends up failing as I’m the reason why. If I help you, you’ll fail. If I don’t help you, you will succeed. I wasn’t meant to be born, my parents made a mistake. As a Christian I thought I had a purpose in life but now that I’ve thought about it, I dont. I was meant to suffer and I am a loser. I will kill myself for sure as I’m a loser. I will pass my 20’s and remain a loser, I’ll pass my 30’s and remain a loser, 40’s,50s etc…. So I guess it’s best for me to just end it before I reach the next milestone. I’m called funny but people never care about me, I’m a clown, with mad anxiety, bad depression, do I even have a soul? Don’t pity me, don’t laugh at me, don’t comfort me either. I deserved this I realized, I was born to suffer and then die. Always thought a heaven existed, will I be reincarnated and face this pathetic cycle or will I just abide in nothingness. I’m a certified failure, in a way I’m a talented failure.