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Not experiencing the "college life" fucking hurts

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I thought after high school things would get better. Instead, I'm 23 and lonely in college. No friends, no gf, and I can't even get good grades. I thought my curry genes would at least have made me a braincel but I'm too fucking stupid to do anything.

I literally just rot in my room while my white roommate brings his gf every week. It's fucking brutal and all I can do is smile because I don't want to look pathetic. I'm sick and tired of this shit.
 
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I knew I was a loser at a young age, so missing out just felt normal to me by then (and now) :feelsmage:
 
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Yes...I understand. As a disabledcel, I was denied the ability to experience "college life" due to Autism and moderate dyscalculia.





Of-course, I am very, very dyscalculic:





And of-course, I also have great distrust for young liberal White foids.
 
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I didn't experience "high school life"
 
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Arescel said:
I didn't experience "high school life"
I barely know anyone in my large high school. :fuk:
 
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Arescel said:
RIP. Why is that?
Almost 4k students in mine and no one talks in my classes, everyone has headphones and phones out, extreme zoomers, and I live far away so I don't know anyone there close to my house.
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
Almost 4k students in mine and no one talks in my classes, everyone has headphones and phones out, extreme zoomers, and I live far away so I don't know anyone there close to my house.
You should go to a club or something, isolation isn't good for you.
 
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Arescel said:
You should go to a club or something, isolation isn't good for you.
I know, but my anxiety is too severe, interferes with almost everything. :fuk:
I will try in college soon once I get jewpills.
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
I know, but my anxiety is too severe, interferes with almost everything. :fuk:
I will try in college soon once I get jewpills.
I never made it that far :feelsbadman:
 
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Arescel said:
I never made it that far :feelsbadman:
You can still get something equivalent to a GED in your nation I think and you live in Sweden so free college. :feelsthink:
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
You can still get something equivalent to a GED in your nation I think and you live in Sweden so free college. :feelsthink:
Yes that's true, I tried to get a GED when I first joined this forum but I dropped out a 2nd time :feelskek:
 
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Arescel said:
Yes that's true, I tried to get a GED when I first joined this forum but I dropped out a 2nd time :feelskek:
Jewpill and meditationmaxx? :waitwhat:
 
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Arescel said:
It is over, simple as :(
You're still young like me, there is still time for problems to be fixed.
You need to have hope. :owo:
 
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I'm going back to college on the first of next month. I told myself that I had to at least try to make some friends this year despite my past attempts.
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
You're still young like me, there is still time for problems to be fixed.
You need to have hope. :owo:
There is no hope. I'm already dead. This is hell :feelsohgod:
 
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brutalpilled said:
I thought after high school things would get better. Instead, I'm 23 and lonely in college. No friends, no gf, and I can't even get good grades. I thought my curry genes would at least have made me a braincel but I'm too fucking stupid to do anything.

I literally just rot in my room while my white roommate brings his gf every week. It's fucking brutal and all I can do is smile because I don't want to look pathetic. I'm sick and tired of this shit.
Same except I live with parents

What is your major brocel?
 
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imagine living in a dorn and literally hearing people in the room next door fucking while you rot
 
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brutalpilled said:
I thought after high school things would get better. Instead, I'm 23 and lonely in college. No friends, no gf, and I can't even get good grades. I thought my curry genes would at least have made me a braincel but I'm too fucking stupid to do anything.

I literally just rot in my room while my white roommate brings his gf every week. It's fucking brutal and all I can do is smile because I don't want to look pathetic. I'm sick and tired of this shit.
can relate though my old white roommate would constantly bring his friends over.
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
I barely know anyone in my large high school. :fuk:
when you came to the us did you enter highschool as a transferstudent?

In Germany there are 3 levels of secondary schools

I went to level 2 and later qualified for level 3

but I lost contact to all my friends and got in the same situation as you
 
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proudweeb said:
imagine living in a dorn and literally hearing people in the room next door fucking while you rot
reliving the past again? I see
 
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proudweeb said:
Yeah this was like october 2008 lol
I haven't really heard anyone have sex tbh, I can't confirm if it is real
 
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Arescel said:
I haven't really heard anyone have sex tbh, I can't confirm if it is real
I'm pretty sure everyone knows what sex sounds like lol, if they have ever seen a movie or porn :feelsXmas:
 
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proudweeb said:
I'm pretty sure everyone knows what sex sounds like lol, if they have ever seen a movie or porn :feelsXmas:
Not in real life though :feelsbaton:
 
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highinhibition said:
when you came to the us did you enter highschool as a transferstudent?

In Germany there are 3 levels of secondary schools

I went to level 2 and later qualified for level 3

but I lost contact to all my friends and got in the same situation as you
I never came as a transfer student that late, you may have misunderstood my Bangladeshi Migrantcel title when I first made an account: I came here in my early childhood, had difficulties communicating with children my age so I got diagnosed with a speech disorder and learned to read relatively late, and wasted my later childhood at home in front of a computer screen because of my parents, especially my schizophrenic mother who was too paranoid of ever letting me go outside and make friends with other Bangladeshi kids my age in my neighborhood.

Since I live within a curry immigrant household most of the day and never communicated with other outside of school, I write my lived experiences here in the same way as a migrantcel who failed to assimilate with the culture.

That is the real reason why I have become socially stunted the way that I am. :fuk:
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
I never came as a transfer student that late, you may have misunderstood my Bangladeshi Migrantcel title when I first made an account: I came here in my early childhood, had difficulties communicating with children my age so I got diagnosed with a speech disorder and learned to read relatively late, and wasted my later childhood at home in front of a computer screen because of my parents, especially my schizophrenic mother who was too paranoid of ever letting me go outside and make friends with other Bangladeshi kids my age in my neighborhood.

Since I live within a curry immigrant household most of the day and never communicated with other outside of school, I write my lived experiences here in the same way as a migrantcel who failed to assimilate with the culture.

That is the real reason why I have become socially stunted the way that I am. :fuk:
i know a chinese guy who was in a similair situation like you but still had friends because he was tall and later became a playboy altough he had average chinkface but he was like 6 5

it was unbelieveable to see how he slowly transformed and then abandoned me

I barely speak german in real life lol, and whenever i have to make a zoomsituation i sound like an illaterate faggot and cannot express myself lol

and this even tough i was able to speak better when i used german regularly and had some friends in highschool

but now i forgot everything

i bet you also have troubles with expressing yourself in english right?
 
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highinhibition said:
i know a chinese guy who was in a similair situation like you but still had friends because he was tall and later became a playboy altough he had average chinkface but he was like 6 5

it was unbelieveable to see how he slowly transformed and then abandoned me
Brutal, he's a complete foot taller than me: I am around the height of an average middle-class white girl here considering my curved spine + turbomanlet status. :feelsrope:

highinhibition said:
i bet you also have troubles with expressing yourself in english right?
yeah, I can't keep up in conversations, everything spoken is extremely brief, and it takes me a lot of time to think about what I must say.

I also used to get made fun of for butchering the pronunciations of many words at school.
 
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Zer0/∞ said:
Brutal, he's a complete foot taller than me: I am around the height of an average middle-class white girl here considering my curved spine + turbomanlet status. :feelsrope:


yeah, I can't keep up in conversations, everything spoken is extremely brief, and it takes me a lot of time to think about what I must say.

I also used to get made fun of for butchering the pronunciations of many words at school.
thats because nobody wants to talk to us
nobody gives a fucking shit about us
but still it is the thing that we can controle the most and one of the things that people immediatley recognize

chances are whatever you do, a lot of your success will depend on how you can express yourself and whether you come off as normal and adapted (NT)
 

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