Genetics not the best, but I got what I got, need somehow to live with that. And here this disgusting sedentary extremely cautious and anti-avaturistic upbringing done big bad impact for achieving my goals. With thing disgusting upbringing all what maybe possible - just work hard and betabux for toastie. Even that questiknably possible, in this changing and degenerating world, but dont need that shit anyway. A LOT OF SEARCHING is what I need, for special cute adorable loli waifu. And those stupid people, so called parents, smother wanted me to be good boy, father, simple earthly narrowminde man -wanted me to become the same, thats not only agains my spiritual nature, thats straight way into betabuxing. What was necessary in life is to have more courage and avanturism to go unconventional ways, as only in rare anomalies I can see good possibilities, and those people not only cound not give me that, but wanted to stop, and be simple man with simple [ugly] housewife. This is disgusting and meaningless. Need cute adorable loli waifu of culture to go where wind calling us
