Dream: I'm in a field with a lot of fellow teenagers there as well (I'm 18, they are 16 which is the same situation as with my class), there's a sofa there. The other guys get to sit next to the hot girl whom I'm interested in (blonde, perfect face and body, a little bit autistic which gives her that perfect innocent look), and suddenly the sofa is supposed to be moved next to a tall tree (cause of sunlight I assume). I sit down next to the hot girl but she's disgusted by me and only interested in the other guys. she's on the left side of me, on the right side there's two below average weird girls whom i choose to be satisfied with since I cannot get the girl that I want.
Next moment I'm at a train station on the same sofa with the same people there. I think everyone is a bit older, like 18-20 years old. I still choose to be satisfied with the two other girls, its weird, in the dream there's no sexual relationship between me and the two weirdo girls (probably cause their heads are blank and I don't wanna be killed, plus they are far from attractive) so in the dream I for the majority replace the two girls with two guys whom I'm just good friends with, its meaningful since I have never had a friend. At the end me and my friends say goodbye and hope that we meet again one day. Then I'm back at the train station walking with the two girls who essentially don't talk and are simply harassing me by hurting me. Obviously I don't do anything back since they are obviously mentally ill/disabled, I simply left them there.
That's part 2 of the dream, part 1 is: Me and my family are driving to Italy, In my dream the border of Italy is completely made up. it's like a mountain region full of houses made out of stone, anyways we stop at sort of a hotel, also made out of stone and just cheap in every way (which doesn't bother me). There was a hot girl with black hair living there with her family. even Do I never talked to her I obviously knew that she hated me because of my looks. it bothers me that my brother is not getting that treatment but I am even in my dreams, my brother isn't even that much better looking than me, he simply is like 6.4 feet tall (I'm 6 feet, my dad is 5.7…), doesn't have speech impediment unlike me, doesn't look like a weirdo unlike me and doesn't have social anxiety. he has a gf who lives abroad (I think Portugal), Hes luckier than me do, I have never even talked to a girl
Can any fellow Incel understand why I dreamed about this? also sorry for the long text. I guess the lesson here is if you are okay with being with females you don't like you will just be miserable. also sorry for how I formulated this text, Its weird to write about a dream.
Next moment I'm at a train station on the same sofa with the same people there. I think everyone is a bit older, like 18-20 years old. I still choose to be satisfied with the two other girls, its weird, in the dream there's no sexual relationship between me and the two weirdo girls (probably cause their heads are blank and I don't wanna be killed, plus they are far from attractive) so in the dream I for the majority replace the two girls with two guys whom I'm just good friends with, its meaningful since I have never had a friend. At the end me and my friends say goodbye and hope that we meet again one day. Then I'm back at the train station walking with the two girls who essentially don't talk and are simply harassing me by hurting me. Obviously I don't do anything back since they are obviously mentally ill/disabled, I simply left them there.
That's part 2 of the dream, part 1 is: Me and my family are driving to Italy, In my dream the border of Italy is completely made up. it's like a mountain region full of houses made out of stone, anyways we stop at sort of a hotel, also made out of stone and just cheap in every way (which doesn't bother me). There was a hot girl with black hair living there with her family. even Do I never talked to her I obviously knew that she hated me because of my looks. it bothers me that my brother is not getting that treatment but I am even in my dreams, my brother isn't even that much better looking than me, he simply is like 6.4 feet tall (I'm 6 feet, my dad is 5.7…), doesn't have speech impediment unlike me, doesn't look like a weirdo unlike me and doesn't have social anxiety. he has a gf who lives abroad (I think Portugal), Hes luckier than me do, I have never even talked to a girl
Can any fellow Incel understand why I dreamed about this? also sorry for the long text. I guess the lesson here is if you are okay with being with females you don't like you will just be miserable. also sorry for how I formulated this text, Its weird to write about a dream.
