FoidsWorstNightmare
Graycel/Oldcel
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hello everyone,
i hope i am posting this in the right place. Anyways i would like to introduce myself to the community. As the thread title says, i am a non-violent dark triad oldcel. I am non violent as in i have never harmed anyone and i have no plans of harming anyone in the future. However, i am dark triad because i have a very based attitude and thoughts towards all foids. i have very twisted, dark and gory thoughts about foids basically all the time. i have for 10-15 years now. don't warry i will do my best not to talk about my dark thoughts on the forums, only in PMs to people interested in hearing them. i am not going to give IT fuel to harm this community more. sorry IT you will have to look else ware. Agin NON VIOLENT. Lastly, i am a oldcel in his 40s.
i was not born a Dark Triad at least i don't think i was. more on that later if anyone cares to hear it. 40ish years of foids has turned me into this half monster i am today. let me start from the beginning. while growing up events took place in my life that no one that young should have to cope with. i am not going to bore you with the detail of my sob child hood story on this thread. besides most of you probably don't want to hear it anyway. these events skewed my view towards foids forever. in my years leading up 25-30, I wanted to find love, start a big family and raise my kids right. However, this is not what happened. My inability to trust or even properly interact with foids was destroyed by the events of my childhood. They sent me to a physicist or something for it when i was a kid. i was to young to fully understand what was happening, and my family wont talk to me about it now. Anyway, it was the 80's and the system basically didn't care about some kid from a poor family and they just push me through the system as fast as possible. by the time i got to high school, i started to realize something was wrong with me. i had no firends, the girls seem to have no interest in me. the girls were mean about it too. i would do things that i thought would make me more attractive to them. basically i tried to chad myself up (lifted weights, that's about it). it worked to a small degree (the muscles part). but it did nothing for my love life. i was still the nerdy loner half chad no girl wanted to date. To this day, i still don't know what it was they didn't like. was it something physical that made foids not like me. or was it my skewed mind? idk, they seemed to be afraid me. at this time i was not having dark twisted thoughts yet ether. it could be a combination of looks and mind idk. no one ever told me what it was. Anyway, foids seem to be afraid of me for some reason. one said "because your creepy and you make my skin crawl." they treated me like i was a 3 headed monster or something. by the time i was 25- 30 years old, i gave up on finding love completely. i had excepted the fact that it would never happen. So, i let my self go. i gave up trying to be the chad i was never going to be. paid for a escort and she popped my cherry. she was the only escort i ever had and i will never have sex with one again. (I haven't in more then 10 years.)
I accepted myself for who i really was. a genetically inferior creature not suitable for mass production. it was a hard lesson for me to accept. I had a lot of love deep in my heart to offer some pretty foid and future family. the foids mean rejections and fear of me where like blacksmith hammers pounding the deep love in my hart. Slowly forging it into a deep pain. The pain then turn to hate. a deep hate directed towards foids for being themselves. This is about the time that the dark twisted thoughts started. it was also the time that i decided i no loner wanted love. i still wanted sex but not love. how could i ever love such creatures anyway. i told myself that if i was stuck being the creep that no one wanted then i should embrace it. Today, i am now a creepy scary looking old man with dark triad thoughts about foids. with 0 hope of ever finding sex and no longer looking for love. there is another problem i have delt with most of my life.
from a very young age and through my whole life foids have broken my heart, mind, and soul. Now only their worst nightmare remains. with my creepy scary looking outside and my dark triad inside i may actually be the physical embodiment every foids worst nightmare. that's where i got the idea for my username from. i coined the worst nightmare thing about a year go.
that's me in a essay sized nutshell. i am hoping to meet other based non violent dark triad cels. talking about my based thoughts and hearing others talk about theirs based thoughts helps me to keep my thoughts just thoughts and not actions. i guess you call it venting idk. i have been doing this for more then 10 years and i have not harmed anyone. so, it seems to work for me. not all incels will have the stomach for this kind of gory conversation. However, some incels will probably enjoy hearing about my gory thoughts and rages. again, i will not post my dark thoughts in the forums. only in PMs with incels that want to hear about them. for incels who want to hear them just let me know on this thread or PM me. for everyone else. i respect this community and appreciate what you have build here. i will enjoy conversing with many of you and i hope i can contribute to this community. and thanks to all who took the time to read this whole post. i will happily answer any questions on this thread or in PMs. Also, if i say or do anything that offends anyone let me know and i will stop what ever it is i am doing/saying. i am here as a form of therapy that really helps me and not to make waves and start fights with other incels. i am too old for that crap. Also, if you have any dark triad foid rage you need to vent, feel free to PM me.
i hope i am posting this in the right place. Anyways i would like to introduce myself to the community. As the thread title says, i am a non-violent dark triad oldcel. I am non violent as in i have never harmed anyone and i have no plans of harming anyone in the future. However, i am dark triad because i have a very based attitude and thoughts towards all foids. i have very twisted, dark and gory thoughts about foids basically all the time. i have for 10-15 years now. don't warry i will do my best not to talk about my dark thoughts on the forums, only in PMs to people interested in hearing them. i am not going to give IT fuel to harm this community more. sorry IT you will have to look else ware. Agin NON VIOLENT. Lastly, i am a oldcel in his 40s.
i was not born a Dark Triad at least i don't think i was. more on that later if anyone cares to hear it. 40ish years of foids has turned me into this half monster i am today. let me start from the beginning. while growing up events took place in my life that no one that young should have to cope with. i am not going to bore you with the detail of my sob child hood story on this thread. besides most of you probably don't want to hear it anyway. these events skewed my view towards foids forever. in my years leading up 25-30, I wanted to find love, start a big family and raise my kids right. However, this is not what happened. My inability to trust or even properly interact with foids was destroyed by the events of my childhood. They sent me to a physicist or something for it when i was a kid. i was to young to fully understand what was happening, and my family wont talk to me about it now. Anyway, it was the 80's and the system basically didn't care about some kid from a poor family and they just push me through the system as fast as possible. by the time i got to high school, i started to realize something was wrong with me. i had no firends, the girls seem to have no interest in me. the girls were mean about it too. i would do things that i thought would make me more attractive to them. basically i tried to chad myself up (lifted weights, that's about it). it worked to a small degree (the muscles part). but it did nothing for my love life. i was still the nerdy loner half chad no girl wanted to date. To this day, i still don't know what it was they didn't like. was it something physical that made foids not like me. or was it my skewed mind? idk, they seemed to be afraid me. at this time i was not having dark twisted thoughts yet ether. it could be a combination of looks and mind idk. no one ever told me what it was. Anyway, foids seem to be afraid of me for some reason. one said "because your creepy and you make my skin crawl." they treated me like i was a 3 headed monster or something. by the time i was 25- 30 years old, i gave up on finding love completely. i had excepted the fact that it would never happen. So, i let my self go. i gave up trying to be the chad i was never going to be. paid for a escort and she popped my cherry. she was the only escort i ever had and i will never have sex with one again. (I haven't in more then 10 years.)
I accepted myself for who i really was. a genetically inferior creature not suitable for mass production. it was a hard lesson for me to accept. I had a lot of love deep in my heart to offer some pretty foid and future family. the foids mean rejections and fear of me where like blacksmith hammers pounding the deep love in my hart. Slowly forging it into a deep pain. The pain then turn to hate. a deep hate directed towards foids for being themselves. This is about the time that the dark twisted thoughts started. it was also the time that i decided i no loner wanted love. i still wanted sex but not love. how could i ever love such creatures anyway. i told myself that if i was stuck being the creep that no one wanted then i should embrace it. Today, i am now a creepy scary looking old man with dark triad thoughts about foids. with 0 hope of ever finding sex and no longer looking for love. there is another problem i have delt with most of my life.
from a very young age and through my whole life foids have broken my heart, mind, and soul. Now only their worst nightmare remains. with my creepy scary looking outside and my dark triad inside i may actually be the physical embodiment every foids worst nightmare. that's where i got the idea for my username from. i coined the worst nightmare thing about a year go.
that's me in a essay sized nutshell. i am hoping to meet other based non violent dark triad cels. talking about my based thoughts and hearing others talk about theirs based thoughts helps me to keep my thoughts just thoughts and not actions. i guess you call it venting idk. i have been doing this for more then 10 years and i have not harmed anyone. so, it seems to work for me. not all incels will have the stomach for this kind of gory conversation. However, some incels will probably enjoy hearing about my gory thoughts and rages. again, i will not post my dark thoughts in the forums. only in PMs with incels that want to hear about them. for incels who want to hear them just let me know on this thread or PM me. for everyone else. i respect this community and appreciate what you have build here. i will enjoy conversing with many of you and i hope i can contribute to this community. and thanks to all who took the time to read this whole post. i will happily answer any questions on this thread or in PMs. Also, if i say or do anything that offends anyone let me know and i will stop what ever it is i am doing/saying. i am here as a form of therapy that really helps me and not to make waves and start fights with other incels. i am too old for that crap. Also, if you have any dark triad foid rage you need to vent, feel free to PM me.