I am not some soy hopeless romantic or anything but I just don’t see it. Trying to see - it can’t see it, there is no point. Imagine just having the time of your life at school, afterhours with a beautiful good looking girl skipping classes and kissing in the library or elsewhere, you know. Imagine you are 14 years old and 6‘2-6’3, good looking as well. Just imagine. I do wish I could go back in time. Everything was so much better back then, even though my life was pretty boring still. At least I wasn’t exposed to the normscum and their degeneracy.
This realization has been completely killing me. No thoughts at all in my head anymore. I have become a severely, existentially depressed mentally Ill vegetable. It’s over for me. I just wish I was never born.
I see these kids every day. They are what, 13,15?? They have girlfriends. They are so full of life, energy and happiness. I was never like that. I was completely outcast. Why me ? Why can’t I experience happiness one time in my life. If I can’t then I don’t want this shitty joke of a life. Damn this planet.
This realization has been completely killing me. No thoughts at all in my head anymore. I have become a severely, existentially depressed mentally Ill vegetable. It’s over for me. I just wish I was never born.
I see these kids every day. They are what, 13,15?? They have girlfriends. They are so full of life, energy and happiness. I was never like that. I was completely outcast. Why me ? Why can’t I experience happiness one time in my life. If I can’t then I don’t want this shitty joke of a life. Damn this planet.
