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HateCurry
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I'm tied of getting gaslighted man. From when I saw very young my mother prepared and raised me this way. If I even repeated the exact same thing she repeated, I would get beaten up and everyone will tell me it's my fault.
Keep in mind I'm not even that aggressive, in case any of you think I walked over my parents or something like the media representation is, I'm really not like that. Even if you're an enemy of mine you'll know just how cowardly and weak I am. You will know how much of a coward I really am.
The thing is, I was shaped into this character I hate living in.
I would have to say sorry to my mom else she wouldn't let me eat, let me on the PC or mobile. There are tons of things.
The brutal thing is my dad and my siblings all laughed at me and beat me along with my parents when they had a chance, and got away clowning me for my looks.
So, I'm not delusional. I thought my family was the problem but no really, it's everyone. This will be a common cope among young low status guys.
The brutal aspect is you get laughed at by the audience even when your perpetrator didn't say something necessarily funny, they'll laugh.
Laugh they did as my self esteem went lower and lower, and now I'm here labelling myself a coward which I am. I would've committed suicide long ago if I wasn't such a coward.
I still have the "things will get better soon" cope established in my mind. We'll see how life turns out, see you for now.
Keep in mind I'm not even that aggressive, in case any of you think I walked over my parents or something like the media representation is, I'm really not like that. Even if you're an enemy of mine you'll know just how cowardly and weak I am. You will know how much of a coward I really am.
The thing is, I was shaped into this character I hate living in.
I would have to say sorry to my mom else she wouldn't let me eat, let me on the PC or mobile. There are tons of things.
The brutal thing is my dad and my siblings all laughed at me and beat me along with my parents when they had a chance, and got away clowning me for my looks.
So, I'm not delusional. I thought my family was the problem but no really, it's everyone. This will be a common cope among young low status guys.
The brutal aspect is you get laughed at by the audience even when your perpetrator didn't say something necessarily funny, they'll laugh.
Laugh they did as my self esteem went lower and lower, and now I'm here labelling myself a coward which I am. I would've committed suicide long ago if I wasn't such a coward.
I still have the "things will get better soon" cope established in my mind. We'll see how life turns out, see you for now.