I have this fantasy that one day a foid will be scrolling this very forum and for some reason take interest in me because she see's some kind of light within me that no one else has ever been able to see. Then be simple act by showing me a love that no one else has been able to show me in my life she will save me from all the pain of this life I have lived so far. There is a reason why this remains a fantasy to this day, Even the so called foids who say they are into incels are only into there fantasy of what they think an incel can be, a chadlite whose very awkward and slightly unhygienic. While I am very awkward I am no chadlite, I don't even come close to being one and my mental illnesses aren't the "fun" kind that some foids claim to be interested in.
No there is no one coming to save me, Not even the people who pay get paid to do so. The doctors are willing to only do so much but even the most dedicated doctor couldn't solve my illnesses, They throw pills at me that don't even work and even if they did I'd lose my ability to think straight becoming so numb to everything that I would practically be zombie. No I am forever crippled by what is incurable and the only real treatment that keeps it at bay it locked behind the impossible to obtain strong relationship that I so desperately seek.
It's not fair, It happened to me and there nothing I can do about it. Nothing I can change and nothing I can do and what's worse is this normalfags pretending as if my suffering isn't real patronizing because they refuse to understand the mental demons that I have battle with on the daily. I hate them, I hate everything about them. They get everything I desire and there not even the least bit thankful for it. They also responsible for many of battles I have to face and yet they stand there acting like they care about people like us, the mentally ill while in private they patronize us, I HATE THEM, IF I COULD WHIPE THESE FAGGOTS OF THE PLANET I WOULD. I WANNA SEE THEM SUFFER WORSE THEN WHAT I HAVE SUFFERED, I WANNA WATCH IN GLEE AS THEY SUCCUMB TO IT. I WANT THEM TO PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, THROUGH THEIR ACTIONS AND THROUGH THEIR NEGLECT.
I just wanted to be loved, I wanted to love and receive that love back, I was denied and I was rejected. The pain remains the same constant and sharp, A massive whole in my heart. There is still time to save me but they won't they never cared and they never will.
No there is no one coming to save me, Not even the people who pay get paid to do so. The doctors are willing to only do so much but even the most dedicated doctor couldn't solve my illnesses, They throw pills at me that don't even work and even if they did I'd lose my ability to think straight becoming so numb to everything that I would practically be zombie. No I am forever crippled by what is incurable and the only real treatment that keeps it at bay it locked behind the impossible to obtain strong relationship that I so desperately seek.
It's not fair, It happened to me and there nothing I can do about it. Nothing I can change and nothing I can do and what's worse is this normalfags pretending as if my suffering isn't real patronizing because they refuse to understand the mental demons that I have battle with on the daily. I hate them, I hate everything about them. They get everything I desire and there not even the least bit thankful for it. They also responsible for many of battles I have to face and yet they stand there acting like they care about people like us, the mentally ill while in private they patronize us, I HATE THEM, IF I COULD WHIPE THESE FAGGOTS OF THE PLANET I WOULD. I WANNA SEE THEM SUFFER WORSE THEN WHAT I HAVE SUFFERED, I WANNA WATCH IN GLEE AS THEY SUCCUMB TO IT. I WANT THEM TO PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, THROUGH THEIR ACTIONS AND THROUGH THEIR NEGLECT.
I just wanted to be loved, I wanted to love and receive that love back, I was denied and I was rejected. The pain remains the same constant and sharp, A massive whole in my heart. There is still time to save me but they won't they never cared and they never will.
