lonelycurry26
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I am the son of asian parents, so the expectations are very high. I am responsible for archieving every possible retarded asian goal you can think of. You know: have high status in the asian community, archieve extra shit like being very good in some hobby and of course making a lot of money
The thing is: I have no energy anymore. I have no motivation and drive anymore. It is not that i dont want to but my brain just doesnt want to put any effort into anything and seriously just want to LDAR. I think i would have to take some medicine or some type of booster to actually change something biologically so that my brain says "Alright, i am feeling normal now. Lets do it".
Of course this is because of the crippling lonliness my 26 year old virgin ass experienced and is still experiencing. And not only that but also the shit treatment i have to endure from other humans. Adults behave like fucking children around me, pointing fingers at me, laughing behind my back because of the way i look (even boomers). Co-workers think i cant see that they find me funny looking. Women of course think i am a joke with my short height and bald head. All the stress has already given me some white hairs here and there.
All these things mixed together become a giant burden that will suck every mans energy dry. My parents are also very nagging, constantly comparing me to some asian roasties (who dont have any problems besides their studys and date Mandingos).
I think i am two steps away from roping. I feel like a Zombie.My brain is rotting and i am becoming dumber and dumber. Totally defeated and sucked dry by this evil world.
The thing is: I have no energy anymore. I have no motivation and drive anymore. It is not that i dont want to but my brain just doesnt want to put any effort into anything and seriously just want to LDAR. I think i would have to take some medicine or some type of booster to actually change something biologically so that my brain says "Alright, i am feeling normal now. Lets do it".
Of course this is because of the crippling lonliness my 26 year old virgin ass experienced and is still experiencing. And not only that but also the shit treatment i have to endure from other humans. Adults behave like fucking children around me, pointing fingers at me, laughing behind my back because of the way i look (even boomers). Co-workers think i cant see that they find me funny looking. Women of course think i am a joke with my short height and bald head. All the stress has already given me some white hairs here and there.
All these things mixed together become a giant burden that will suck every mans energy dry. My parents are also very nagging, constantly comparing me to some asian roasties (who dont have any problems besides their studys and date Mandingos).
I think i am two steps away from roping. I feel like a Zombie.My brain is rotting and i am becoming dumber and dumber. Totally defeated and sucked dry by this evil world.
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