Zesto
Chair of the Beautification Committee
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For all I know I've swiped close to 10,000 times over multiple apps since I started over a week ago.
I didn't realize the extent of AWALT or more so the magnitude of it until now.
I feel like I have PTSD/Shell Shock. Like I've been in the trenches and have seen hell.
So many whores showing as their main pic their filthy asses to lure chad.
So many roasties.
I have nothing to show for any of this. I am on nofap but my hand would be put to better use masturbating than swiping.
Just looking at these pictures makes me want to vomit.
I'm sticking tinder and maybe bumble in a folder until I go to Thailand and deleting the rest after I send out some last ditch messages tomorrow. Give a week to hear back and afterwards I know this is pointless.
Once my college starts I'll initiate my final plan. Hang out in the student lounge areas, make friends, go out with them, and run social circle game. I'm starting from 0 friends so I have no idea if this will work and have never done anything with friends in my life. My only friends are on Xbox and even then it's just 2.
Other than my incel friends here that is.
My standards are rock bottom. I only swipe on asians and I don't care how they look like unless they're total ham planets.
Last Friday I went out for the first time in my life. All I saw at the bars and coffee shops were people who already brought their dates there (I would never bring my waifu to a bar that's retarded), girls who went out as a group to gossip amongst themselves probably about work, and some sad lonely pathetic guys.
The environments not conducive to meeting women. Tinder and other online dating has destroyed nightlife.
My college campus is my only hope.
If that fails I will devote my life to becoming a Thailand escortcel and accept my fate.
Wait there is one last chance....
Become fluent in Japanese and bring back a nip waifu. Can't do it with a thaifu i because they are third world and could cuck me when I bring them back. The waifu would be less likely to do that because she's not escaping her country but leaving willingly.
Then that in addition to being an escortcel are my last plans. If that fails I will die alone and I can accept that.
I didn't realize the extent of AWALT or more so the magnitude of it until now.
I feel like I have PTSD/Shell Shock. Like I've been in the trenches and have seen hell.
So many whores showing as their main pic their filthy asses to lure chad.
So many roasties.
I have nothing to show for any of this. I am on nofap but my hand would be put to better use masturbating than swiping.
Just looking at these pictures makes me want to vomit.
I'm sticking tinder and maybe bumble in a folder until I go to Thailand and deleting the rest after I send out some last ditch messages tomorrow. Give a week to hear back and afterwards I know this is pointless.
Once my college starts I'll initiate my final plan. Hang out in the student lounge areas, make friends, go out with them, and run social circle game. I'm starting from 0 friends so I have no idea if this will work and have never done anything with friends in my life. My only friends are on Xbox and even then it's just 2.
Other than my incel friends here that is.
My standards are rock bottom. I only swipe on asians and I don't care how they look like unless they're total ham planets.
Last Friday I went out for the first time in my life. All I saw at the bars and coffee shops were people who already brought their dates there (I would never bring my waifu to a bar that's retarded), girls who went out as a group to gossip amongst themselves probably about work, and some sad lonely pathetic guys.
The environments not conducive to meeting women. Tinder and other online dating has destroyed nightlife.
My college campus is my only hope.
If that fails I will devote my life to becoming a Thailand escortcel and accept my fate.
Wait there is one last chance....
Become fluent in Japanese and bring back a nip waifu. Can't do it with a thaifu i because they are third world and could cuck me when I bring them back. The waifu would be less likely to do that because she's not escaping her country but leaving willingly.
Then that in addition to being an escortcel are my last plans. If that fails I will die alone and I can accept that.