I wish it was the devastating effect of blackpill all these years, but it's not. I have SERIOUS problems trusting people, even though they are nice to me, I would still ER them without a second thought.
Serious No kidding, have any of you ever felt that you have serious signs of schizophrenia ?
I am not an attention seeker faggot victim zoomer who thinks having mental illness labels is cool.
the point is not to be "cool"... I ask for the "self destruction" factor that many brocels face.
no. I refuse to even fathom that idea.
Having schizophrenia is cuckoldry.
over for schizocels
Having schizophrenia is cuckoldry.
over for schizocels
good for you brocel
I'm paranoid but that's about it.
This, most legitimate schizos have actual brain damage and are not coherent. It's like edgy rightoids pretending to have autism.
no, i don't even know what schizophrenia is really.
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There's some overlap with ASD.
I'm thinking that my problem is the same as your brocel, paranoia.
I don't believe there is a relationship between autism and schizophrenia in all cases, but that's a good point.
When I have too much Adderall in my system yeah
When you don't have it, how does it feel?
Schizo is infinitely worse than ASD
What psychedelics have you done ?
It takes a few days after a dose for it to wear off.
Back in 2021 I was severely depressed. To the point I was numb to everything. When I say numb, I was failing college and don’t care. All I did was take Adderall after Adderall and stay up for days at a time.
Let’s say I had psychosis. Fortunately I was able to manipulate people into thinking I was fine and get through it without any counseling. It took 8 months though
I can tell that the way I try to communicate things and write things it isn’t the same. I used to love expressing myself, now I feel like I fried my brain
I always assume the worst in people's motives. Probably a result of the environment I grew up in. It has caused issues with my family, and I can't really connect with people on a deeper level.
Are you prescribed? I am not prescribed, yet have done it a few times.
Autist cope
I def am a paranoid individual, no questions asked.
I literally always think of what can go wrong in most situations I encounter.
About the part about missing important things in life and not caring, I felt like I was in your shoes, it sucks
Yeah, in the beginning it was nice. I had a boost of confidence, my grades went up drastically, people complimented me on how confident I was.
Making 300-400 posts a day on this forum lol
The problem was I didn’t control myself.
Yeah, it does. I still remember the day my mother asked me to show my grades. The amount of disappointment, I’ll never forget it.
All that time they thought I was doing good, never questioned me, and yet the whole time I was lying to them.
in my case, I already know that things are going to go very wrong and I just keep going (knowing that I'm going to fuck myself)
Be happy you’re not schizo
out of curiosity, were you able to continue with college? or no ?
post based with reference based, thanks brocel !Condolences.
Though , thoughts of ER if uncontrollable should be directed to your bullies not to those who are 'nice.'
All the best for your health. Don't go too hard on yourself , one step at a time.
Major?
I have my doubts, but ok
yes. i suffer from delusions and severe depression. i was hospitalized once after having a psychotic episodeI wish it was the devastating effect of blackpill all these years, but it's not. I have SERIOUS problems trusting people, even though they are nice to me, I would still ER them without a second thought.
I haven't made it that far, but I predict that when it happens it will be a beautiful event.
No, I dropped out and now stuck with a $40,000 loan.
I lost a good friend from stealing from him with the money he gave me, taking the profit for myself.
Lost my parents trust for awhile.
And forced myself to move out of NYC (the place I always dreamt of living in).
Throughout that time the school was forcing to kick me out. Having to hide that from my parents all while having psychosis everyday. Clashing with my roommates. It all built up. It was a VERY dark place.
I’m in a better place now. I call my mom everyday. I own my own 2,500sqft house. Work a full time job. No longer have anxiety or psychosis (maybe a little paranoia if I take too much) but that’s it.
Biology
This is me right now.
I couldn’t even tell you to change that or try to work through it because I’d be lying to you. If I could go back and do it again, I’d make the same mistake. College just wasn’t for me.
Fortunately I have what I have now due to working my ass off and some luck.
Wish you all the best though. Believe me, you’ll need it man
same
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Not schizo, but extremely paranoid. I my paranoia is a product of getting backstabbed by everyone and blackpill made my paranoia
This
We're going through something similar, but this sucks for me because I can't have an honest conversation with pretty much any other human being.
I suffer from physios, I get audio, visual and tactile hallucinations. You don't understand how important silence is until it's taken away from you.
I'm sorry about that greycel
Yes
Good to see you here brocel
Nice to see you back too
Nice to see you back too
I had serious signs during middle school and early high school, but it mellowed down a lot. The damage it has done to me is beyond repair so it's over for me.
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