Blackpill No friends

[UglyBaldingManlet]

Honestly I don't even remember what it feels like to have a friend. That back and forth ease of just enjoying another dudes' presence.

Hanging out, shootin' the shit, gaming together, laughing at dumb videos, movies, bonding over hobbies, sports, drinking together, you name it. I'm not lying in saying that I haven't had an actual friend in over 25 years, since I was maybe 15 years old. I've had a very few 'friendly acquaintances" in the last 10 years or so, but it was almost entirely based on circumstance as in being a co-worker. But outside of work none of them ever wanted to hang out or socialize with me at all.

I've been my own man for so long, that even if someone had many things in common with me (obviously not my subhuman incel side) and genuinely wanted to hang out more, I would probably think it was a joke and end up ghosting them.

 

[superpsycho]

ive never had a friend in my entire life i dont know what any of that shit is like, when i look back on my life its all studycucking, ostracization, and getting bullied to near suicide

 

[Animecel2D]

I've been my own man for so long, that even if someone had many things in common with me (obviously not my subhuman incel side) and genuinely wanted to hang out more, I would probably think it was a joke and end up ghosting them.

Yeah, i dont know anything else, cant trust anyone else

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

Yeah, i dont know anything else, cant trust anyone else

The world made us this way. Sucks, as each year passes I lose touch more and more with people in general, but also my own humanity. I just live life as a ghoul now.

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

ive never had a friend in my entire life i dont know what any of that shit is like, when i look back on my life its all studycucking, ostracization, and getting bullied to near suicide

I don't know what that feels like. At least in my childhood and early teen years I had a few real friends. Things went to shit when I got to high school though, and it's been downhill from there.

 

[superpsycho]

I don't know what that feels like. At least in my childhood and early teen years I had a few real friends. Things went to shit when I got to high school though, and it's been downhill from there.

i see

well you certainly mog me in that regard, the only treatment i received from my peers growing up is either bullying or getting ignored altogether

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

i see

well you certainly mog me in that regard, the only treatment i received from my peers growing up is either bullying or getting ignored altogether

Brutal. But at least you can hate others without hating yourself, as it never began and wasn't your fault. If you were somewhat normal at some point in time like me, then you also find it easier to hate yourself in addition to others.

I don't know if that makes sense.

 

[all this time]

i enjoy my own company more than 99% of the world so it is what it is

 

[Sir Silentium]

I can relate, although when nobody wants to be around you, you almost start to prefer being by yourself than with them if that makes sense.

 

[fokusin]

ive never had a friend in my entire life i dont know what any of that shit is like

 

[BetamaIe]

I have friends, but all of them have other friends they are closer to than me. So I always end up cucking myself by reaching out first and getting let down most times.

 

[Nithingr]

Man gets used to anything. I get very overwhelmed by conversations now. Atomised, I am.

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

Man gets used to anything. I get very overwhelmed by conversations now. Atomised, I am.

This

 

[UglyBaldingManlet]

I have friends, but all of them have other friends they are closer to than me. So I always end up cucking myself by reaching out first and getting let down most times.

Basically, they're all fair weather friends/ out of circumstance. You're the guy they hang out with and associate when nobody better is around, or they need something?

 

[BetamaIe]

Basically, they're all fair weather friends/ out of circumstance. You're the guy they hang out with and associate when nobody better is around, or they need something?

Yeah pretty much