I quit porn since it is cucked and degenerate. Watching another man fuck a woman and jerk off to it is the epitome of pathetic, how can you have any respect for yourself if you partake in this activity lol.
I am on "no fap" for 3 months, - currently 3 weeks in. I want to reset my nerve firing pathways since I've developed a rather severe case of PE, by always rushing for the orgasm while watching pornography, I went from like 30 minutes to 30 seconds over the course of the years, and I have no more control over it, my firing pathways are "fried".
I'm not even some sexual deviant, the urgue to masturbate and ultimately to ejaculate doesn't even stem from the hedonistic quest for pleasure. The pleasure is the secondary, the illusionary aspect of it, that the body presents to the insividual. The reason for the urgue to masturbate and ejaculate on a regular basis, is for your body to get rid off the old " unfit lazy" sperm and replace the them with new "fit verile" sperm, or to keep yourself in top "reproductive fitness".
Male masturbation/ejaculation is the male variant of the female " period", from the physiological point of view they serve the same purpose, - which is essentially a mechanism to keep the individual in top "reproductive fitness". (Bad syntax I know)
I've tried to be on no fap a couple times in the past, but I always end up having wet dreams if I went for an extended period of time with out masturbation/ejaculation. A healthy young body needs to go through those physiological cycles. When you go to sleep the subconscious mind seduces you with the images of young fertile women, the next thing you know, you are waking up with jizzed underwater, and you are like FUUUCK.
Ohh but back to no FAP, I'm on week 3, going on week 4, and im on fucking edge lol. I'm tingling in between my legs when I have any thoughts about women, which is essentially kind of all through out the day. It's a little bit better now, but after week 1, I started being really on edge. I know I need to be careful when I go to sleep. I know my psyche is going to try to seduce me with young women that come on to me in my dreams. I know this because this has happened in the past. Hopefully with the foresight that I have of these events, I'll be able to avoid that pitfall and prevent an unwanted ejaculation.
After about 3 months of no fap, ill start doing no ejaculation training, always stopping well before an orgasm is reached, so I could train my firing pathways to prolong the time before the ejaculation is reached. I am doing all of this, because I am going trying approaching women for the last time next year, I honestly feel that this is really my last window, late twenties(currently 28), just before I hit 30. When you hit 30 its really over, and if there's any hope of meeting someone this is my last chance while I am still in my twenties.
