Barnacle
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Hi, I am new here and inspired to come in because I am alone in the real world with my problems.
Having Autism(high-functioning), probably mildly schizophrenic and never got through my drivers test means basically that everything is over.
You know, you can be the greatest loser,freak,geek, ugly or what not but not having your drivers license and not because you have no money or did have the chance but because you failed at it, is hitting rock bottom, there is no lower point in life to be.
Seeing 18 year old people driving around with BMWs or Audis while I have to take the bus or ride the bike all over the place is true Suicide Fuel, especially painfull when the drivers are young women.
What hurts even more is that people you think are below you in terms of behavior or social status have their license. A prominent example in Germany(where I live) is an internet R'etard known as "Drachenlord"(Count Dankula made a video about him), who is a low IQ hyper-sperg that lives in a ruin for a house, yet he has a license.
Atleast there are no delusions left in my head, I know where and what I am.
I know Americans can't identify with this problem as they all get their license thrown after them at the age of 16 but in Europe it is different, much more expensive and something you have to initiate yourself.(not part of some school program)
Even in the incelsphere I am in the tiny minority. It's over for me.
Having Autism(high-functioning), probably mildly schizophrenic and never got through my drivers test means basically that everything is over.
You know, you can be the greatest loser,freak,geek, ugly or what not but not having your drivers license and not because you have no money or did have the chance but because you failed at it, is hitting rock bottom, there is no lower point in life to be.
Seeing 18 year old people driving around with BMWs or Audis while I have to take the bus or ride the bike all over the place is true Suicide Fuel, especially painfull when the drivers are young women.
What hurts even more is that people you think are below you in terms of behavior or social status have their license. A prominent example in Germany(where I live) is an internet R'etard known as "Drachenlord"(Count Dankula made a video about him), who is a low IQ hyper-sperg that lives in a ruin for a house, yet he has a license.
Atleast there are no delusions left in my head, I know where and what I am.
I know Americans can't identify with this problem as they all get their license thrown after them at the age of 16 but in Europe it is different, much more expensive and something you have to initiate yourself.(not part of some school program)
Even in the incelsphere I am in the tiny minority. It's over for me.