BetamaIe
Honorary nigga
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Yesterday I was forcefully admitted into a mental hospital. My fucking bitch psychiatrist lied to me and told me that she had no legal grounds to force me to be here. I told her that I was ready to talk about a lot of things that I thought could get me forcefully admitted, and when I finally talked about them I got sent here. I came into their office not even considering that they would try to force me in here, they even told me that they would call the police if I didn’t comply, I was fucking kidnapped! I get that I have a lot of issues but I still feel disrespected and lied to. I didn’t even pack a bag with clothes and arrived here without even wearing socks in my shoes. They reason they gave me was that I am «unable to accept mental health treatment» they were probably scared of me hurting myself again or others to but that other reason was the one I was given. I will most likely spend my 19th birthday alone in a fucking mental hospital if I’m not able to get some lawyer who can help me with getting out soon. If I ever have psychosis and depression again or something similar in the future I will just keep it to myself. I have some other things that I’m a little worried about but they are not that serious, like my mother drove her to give me clothes and hygiene stuff today and she probably saw my anime body pillows in my room (she isn’t allowed in there), which is very embarrassing for me because she probably sees me as a weirdo anyway. My life is in ruins, I didn’t graduate high school and I have no real skills, I have been a shut in for over 4 months, none of my irl friends have even talked to me for so long and I don’t even have any online friends. Why do all of these horrible things keep happening to me, maybe I was some evil guy in a past life or something or maybe God just hates my existence and wishes he didn’t make me. I’m so lonely, that is what hurts the most.





