Every January 1st mfs take vows to ' improve ' or to modify themselves.
But in reality there is no such thing as improving, it's more of breaking yourself for something that fits more into the societal standards.
Now that don't mean niggas shouldn't care about themselves, their health and finances.
It's just that to create is to destroy and no man should ever destroy what they already are even if it's the worse thing in the world.
We are who we are and there shall be no shame in that , and if there is then it should die by the end of this year.
For us life just has to bring hurdles since the beginning of our lives.
The things that most normies take as a blessing rather become our worst nightmare or just another hurdle at best.
Family, school, dating and you name it, none of them has ever given us pleasure or at the very least some peace.
This year is not gonna be different than the others, you'll have the same problems or worse( hopefully not) but we need bitch out cuz at some point these issues just never end.
The hurdles in life sometimes aren't worth crossing but what can be done is changing your approach towards it.
Rather than feeling defeated to not cross the hurdle, just end the need to even cross it.
Just end it, end the need to be dependent and obsessed with it.
At best it might die out , worse atleast you tried and had some level of control over your desires which can be helpful in some other dimensions that are not as hard to face as the current ones.
But in reality there is no such thing as improving, it's more of breaking yourself for something that fits more into the societal standards.
Now that don't mean niggas shouldn't care about themselves, their health and finances.
It's just that to create is to destroy and no man should ever destroy what they already are even if it's the worse thing in the world.
We are who we are and there shall be no shame in that , and if there is then it should die by the end of this year.
For us life just has to bring hurdles since the beginning of our lives.
The things that most normies take as a blessing rather become our worst nightmare or just another hurdle at best.
Family, school, dating and you name it, none of them has ever given us pleasure or at the very least some peace.
This year is not gonna be different than the others, you'll have the same problems or worse( hopefully not) but we need bitch out cuz at some point these issues just never end.
The hurdles in life sometimes aren't worth crossing but what can be done is changing your approach towards it.
Rather than feeling defeated to not cross the hurdle, just end the need to even cross it.
Just end it, end the need to be dependent and obsessed with it.
At best it might die out , worse atleast you tried and had some level of control over your desires which can be helpful in some other dimensions that are not as hard to face as the current ones.
