NEURODIVIRGENT THREAD

[Ron.Belgrade]

Inceldom and autism, two things that go together like french fries and ketchup

This forum to me is not just an incel forum but also feels like an autist forum. It's so nice to finally have some fellow autists to communicate with
ive met some cool ones (special thank you to @der_komische @bus27jihad )

I was wondering how the neurodivirgent people here experience their autism

i was diagnosed with sever kanner's syndrom at age 24 (im still 24 btw)

for me it doesnt feel like a single illness, it feels like a mix of:

-Adhd (being extremely busy in my head and having no attention span)
-Mild panic disorder (can feel extremely threatened, paranoid and hostile out of nowhere without any solid reason)
-OCD (if things arent in a specific order/place/angle i can get an internal shutdown quite easily)
-Tourettes syndrome (i have many different tics. over the years ive learned to supress most of them but it wasnt easy)
-Plain retardation

also sarcasm just isnt do able for me. if people say A but mean B i just cant understand it, even if its over the top clear sarcasm

overal it feels like a handicap and i sometimes hate myself for it

on the other hand, living without my autism would seem very boring. i know it will never go away so i accepted it.

im curious to your experiences/feeling on your own autism, feel free to elaborate

 

[idgaf]

 

[Zetta]

im nt af

 

[Pesttanz]

Ugly and neurodivergent = weird
Good looking and neurodivergent = cool

 

[der_komische]

every time iam among people iam extremely parnoid, sweating all over my body, cant look anyone in the eye and i have a weird feeling like bugs are crawling over my back into my hair and it causes my back and scalp to itch. Thats one reason I stay at home most of the time.

 

[Awake]

nevER began for ugly mentalcels

 

[Bianor]

every time iam among people iam extremely parnoid, sweating all over my body, cant look anyone in the eye and i have a weird feeling like bugs are crawling over my back into my hair and it causes my back and scalp to itch. Thats one reason I stay at home most of the time.

Is that a symptom for autism? I have that as well but i’ve never been diagnosed

 

[Friezacel]

Ugly and neurodivergent = weird
Good looking and neurodivergent = cool

cope

Even autistic Chads struggle

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Sure. One final look.

 

[der_komische]

Is that a symptom for autism? I have that as well but i’ve never been diagnosed

yes its because of autism (Iam professionally diagnosed)

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Done.

 

[burekcel]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

nevER began for ugly mentalcels

That discrepancy is very important.

 

[bus27jihad]

Inceldom and autism, two things that go together like french fries and ketchup

-Albert Einstein

This forum to me is not just an incel forum but also feels like an autist forum. It's so nice to finally have some fellow autists to communicate with
ive met some cool ones (special thank you to @der_komische @bus27jihad )

I was wondering how the neurodivirgent people here experience their autism

i was diagnosed with sever kanner's syndrom at age 24 (im still 24 btw)

for me it doesnt feel like a single illness, it feels like a mix of:

-Adhd (being extremely busy in my head and having no attention span)

Its important to notice than adhd in males is almost not existant. Im not trying to dissmis your adhd if you have it, but usually when boys/men/males in general having short attention span is normal. Tapping your fingers or your foot isint a sign of adhd, but a sign of normal Male behavior. Males are more energetic, thus its natural to keep thinking about stuff and fidgeting with your fingers.

-Mild panic disorder (can feel extremely threatened, paranoid and hostile out of nowhere without any solid reason)

Im pretty sure this is a sign of bullying in the past.
When encountered with bullying and harassment from a young age, the brain develops defence mechanism. Said mechanisms are the panic, threatning feeling and hostility you feel.

-Plain retardation

Real

also sarcasm just isnt do able for me. if people say A but mean B i just cant understand it, even if its over the top clear sarcasm

Not being able to understand sarcasm is definetly a sign of neurodivergence

overal it feels like a handicap and i sometimes hate myself for it

Dont brocel

on the other hand, living without my autism would seem very boring. i know it will never go away so i accepted it.

Autism is a weapon

 

[bus27jihad]

every time iam among people iam extremely parnoid, sweating all over my body, cant look anyone in the eye and i have a weird feeling like bugs are crawling over my back into my hair and it causes my back and scalp to itch. Thats one reason I stay at home most of the time.

Real

 

[ControlledInsanity]

Normies are the 'divergent' ones. We're how human were meant to be.

 

[Robb97]

I don't know if that's autism but when I look directly at someone's face and he is talking to me, my mind goes blank. I need to look away from them to understand what they're saying. It's like my brain is overloaded at that moment.
But I saw a childhood photo of myself where I was talking to another kid and I looked directly at him. He was however looking away from me. I think that the inability to do something this basic could be due to childhood trauma. If I was able to converse with people normally back then, it can't be from autism. It had to be something that happened later in childhood.

 

[bus27jihad]

I don't know if that's autism but when I look directly at someone's face and he is talking to me, my mind goes blank. I need to look away from them to understand what they're saying. It's like my brain is overloaded at that moment.

That IS a sign of autism. If you avoid eye contact You are probably neurodivergent

 

[der_komische]

Normies are the 'divergent' ones. We're how human were meant to be.

 

[supersoldier]

i have a weird feeling like bugs are crawling over my back into my hair and it causes my back and scalp to itch. Thats one reason I stay at home most of the time.

maybe it's a scalp fungus

 

[LifeMaxxer]

Normies are the 'divergent' ones. We're how human were meant to be.

Holy copium. Being unable to function in a social setting is not normal man.

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

Even autistic Chads struggle

this

i know one autistic chad who i was in highschool with

poor boy got god like genetics but was too autistic to keep a convo going even with beta autis like me

 

[der_komische]

maybe it's a scalp fungus

no its not my scalp is healthy

 

[ElTruecel]

I will need to make a thread on this too. Too many gaslighting NT fags. All my early threads ranting about certain things were a legit cope. It’s always been NT that’s the problem I’m unable to function properly in society fuck women for a second I just want to function properly.

 

[Max Doltman]

It's terrible.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

AUTISTS OF THE WORLD UNITE

 

[latinocelhispanicel]

every time iam among people iam extremely parnoid, sweating all over my body, cant look anyone in the eye and i have a weird feeling like bugs are crawling over my back into my hair and it causes my back and scalp to itch. Thats one reason I stay at home most of the time.

i fucking hate that feeling. What's it called? I get it when I step out to the sun.

 

[AllejDon]

I feel like a complete alien. My experience throughout life has been so shit, can’t make friends for the life of me or get connections with people, experiences with women has been a complete disaster

I am convinced I am a different species tbh, no way I am a human

 

[GhostRick02]

imagine being a 4.5 autistic... fucking hell... I have to cope till death somehow I'm too scared to survive If I try to rope

 

[The Abyss]

I don't know if that's autism but when I look directly at someone's face and he is talking to me, my mind goes blank. I need to look away from them to understand what they're saying. It's like my brain is overloaded at that moment.
But I saw a childhood photo of myself where I was talking to another kid and I looked directly at him. He was however looking away from me. I think that the inability to do something this basic could be due to childhood trauma. If I was able to converse with people normally back then, it can't be from autism. It had to be something that happened later in childhood.

Can't look at someone and talk or I lose track/rhythm but can when listening.

 

[zerozerozero]

autism for a sub8 is a death sentence

 

[Wizardmaxxer]

Autism = It's over, rope

 

[Vendetta]

dont ever get up keep grinding keep hustling

 

[Engineering Sage]

Crushing to be sub-5 and autistic. Never began.

 

[IronsideCel]

Autism = It's over, rope

 

[Buried Alive 2.0]

I don't have a full diagnosis yet, but I'm near the border of Asperger's. I do have trouble maintaining eye contact, understanding social cues and I am sensitive to noises (loud or just annoying in general, like clocks, birds).

But, tbh, I think our traumas and shitty parents play a bigger part than Asperger's, at least in my case.

 

[Repulsive123]

Inceldom and autism, two things that go together like french fries and ketchup

This forum to me is not just an incel forum but also feels like an autist forum. It's so nice to finally have some fellow autists to communicate with
ive met some cool ones (special thank you to @der_komische @bus27jihad )

I was wondering how the neurodivirgent people here experience their autism

i was diagnosed with sever kanner's syndrom at age 24 (im still 24 btw)

for me it doesnt feel like a single illness, it feels like a mix of:

-Adhd (being extremely busy in my head and having no attention span)
-Mild panic disorder (can feel extremely threatened, paranoid and hostile out of nowhere without any solid reason)
-OCD (if things arent in a specific order/place/angle i can get an internal shutdown quite easily)
-Tourettes syndrome (i have many different tics. over the years ive learned to supress most of them but it wasnt easy)
-Plain retardation

also sarcasm just isnt do able for me. if people say A but mean B i just cant understand it, even if its over the top clear sarcasm

overal it feels like a handicap and i sometimes hate myself for it

on the other hand, living without my autism would seem very boring. i know it will never go away so i accepted it.

im curious to your experiences/feeling on your own autism, feel free to elaborate

I also cant concentrate and have no attention span. i have severe anxiety due to prolonged isolation and bullying, with ocd i somewhat have it as i would literally get engaged if a dial on a TV isnt the one i want, it has to be 21, 35, 16 or 13. I dont know about tourettes but i would involuntary movie my legs and hands when anxiety spikes. Also i saw a doctor note from when i was younger and it talked of mild tics, dont know what that meant tbh. Never really specifed.


I've never been diagnosed with autism but extreme isolation can cause autistic like behaviour

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

I don't have a full diagnosis yet, but I'm near the border of Asperger's. I do have trouble maintaining eye contact, understanding social cues and I am sensitive to noises (loud or just annoying in general, like clocks, birds).

i have these problems also
the things that especially piss me off are quiet intermittent noises such as breathing, clocks ticking, snoring, clicking, water dripping, etc. whenever something sounds like mechanical screeching i scream in my head because it gives me extreme anxiety, once i remember the laundry dryer in my house was making a mechanical screeching sound and my heart rate skyrocketed, another time i've gotten a panic attack from my mom snoring, i covered my ears and i still heard it and i was crying and screaming "please, make it stop", its so fucking over its not even funny. my autistic self restricted diet is a fucking nightmare because i can only eat carbs, certain food textures piss me off. i have to do things my way or no way at all. i always have to ask why something is the way it is or why i am being told to do it a certain way. the only upsides are being able to control everything that goes on in my head, play music, play videos, record videos, take mental pictures, and even run some basic video games in my head. i have gotten decently good at talking to people but i keep breaking eye contact every 3 seconds so even if i got a foid interested she would be weirded out by that and think i'm creepy because they see literally everything. you are only as strong as your weakest link.
@DarkStarDown

 

[Buried Alive 2.0]

i have these problems also
the things that especially piss me off are quiet intermittent noises such as breathing, clocks ticking, snoring, clicking, water dripping, etc. whenever something sounds like mechanical screeching i scream in my head because it gives me extreme anxiety, once i remember the laundry dryer in my house was making a mechanical screeching sound and my heart rate skyrocketed, another time i've gotten a panic attack from my mom snoring, i covered my ears and i still heard it and i was crying and screaming "please, make it stop", its so fucking over its not even funny. my autistic self restricted diet is a fucking nightmare because i can only eat carbs, certain food textures piss me off. i have to do things my way or no way at all. i always have to ask why something is the way it is or why i am being told to do it a certain way. the only upsides are being able to control everything that goes on in my head, play music, play videos, record videos, take mental pictures, and even run some basic video games in my head. i have gotten decently good at talking to people but i keep breaking eye contact every 3 seconds so even if i got a foid interested she would be weirded out by that and think i'm creepy because they see literally everything. you are only as strong as your weakest link.
@DarkStarDown

Snoring and heavy breathing are a trigger for me too. When family here starts snoring I just wake up and slam the bathroom door lmao. Fuck them, snoring is treatable. Very loud and sudden noises (like when someone is angrily doing something) also irritate me and give anxiety.

I'm not so "set in may ways", but I can't easily control everything that goes in my head. And I have no problem with most food textures. These are definitely ASD symptoms.

I noticed that with a few foids I don't move my eyes. I don't know why, but I believe it has more to do with them than with me. They didn't have that entitled, spoiled, sadistic, narcissistic bitch vibe most foids seems to have.

 

[GhostRick02]

2% of the male population is autistic, 50% of them are virgin by 30, some of them hired an escort, just saying

only 6.5+/10 autistic can ascend

 

[DarkStarDown]

I will need to make a thread on this too. Too many gaslighting NT fags. All my early threads ranting about certain things were a legit cope. It’s always been NT that’s the problem I’m unable to function properly in society fuck women for a second I just want to function properly.

This is good; I plan on making one also & ofc will have plenty of evidence in order to back it up.

Inceldom and autism, two things that go together like french fries and ketchup

I have a theory, for a thread I am planning on working on, as to how only Autists or non-NT individuals can truly be blackpilled.

This forum to me is not just an incel forum but also feels like an autist forum.

Ironically, this forum is basically the version of an actual online Autistic community that just doesn't allow "Autistic" foids into it: I fucking hate how the online "autism" or "non-nt" community is extremely pro foid, and practically panders to them. Virtually, every community does this, but for the Autism one it is far worse.

I was wondering how the neurodivirgent people here experience their autism

i was diagnosed with sever kanner's syndrom at age 24 (im still 24 btw)

for me it doesnt feel like a single illness, it feels like a mix of:

-Adhd (being extremely busy in my head and having no attention span)

I find it very hard to focus, I am constantly sidetracked, and I feel as if my thoughts always wonder: I have been told so many times, that I "space out" a lot & that it's as if I'm in my "own world" by so many people through my whole life, but especially when I was younger.

-Mild panic disorder (can feel extremely threatened, paranoid and hostile out of nowhere without any solid reason)

relatable- anything can prompt me to panic, worry, freak out, etc.

No matter the situation, big or small, I will see it in the worst light possible: I think part of this is just or innate survival instincts kicking in, which have been molded & developed due to our experiences in the outside world.

Remember, we recognize patterns heavily: Thus, anything which may somewhat resemble a prior threat will be clustered in with that, even if it is not.

-OCD (if things arent in a specific order/place/angle i can get an internal shutdown quite easily)

This is odd for me: I like to follow patterns, stick to a routine, listen to tons of the same songs over & over again, etc. yet my bedroom is quite messy.

But tbh, having a messy room is an Inkwell trait; I wish I had a foid to keep my place neat & tidy though.

-Tourettes syndrome (i have many different tics. over the years ive learned to supress most of them but it wasnt easy)

Never had this tbh: Glad I didn't, but I also had plenty of other non-NT issues impact my life.

-Plain retardation

Autism doesn't mean you are retarded: Sure, they do crossover, but many Normies objectively are quite retarded.

Please, consider watching this video:


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dog2qwYZrgk

also sarcasm just isnt do able for me. if people say A but mean B i just cant understand it, even if its over the top clear sarcasm

overal it feels like a handicap and i sometimes hate myself for it

I have resented this part about myself consistently for years now: Truly, it is a curse being non-NT in general, but then add being sub-5 on top of it.

One user here, @UnwantedVirgin literally quoted that "Autism is a death sentence for ugly men" which could not be more accurate: If you are ugly, autistic, and then to top it off being a framelet such as myself, you are basically viewed as just a living, walking, joke to everyone but especially foids.

on the other hand, living without my autism would seem very boring. i know it will never go away so i accepted it.

This is true: On one hand, I kind of like it for the fact that it has enabled for me to see the world for what it is, but on the other, it has stunted me in many areas.

im curious to your experiences/feeling on your own autism, feel free to elaborate

I plan on sharing my experiences on some other threads.

 

[Natey Nate]

I get weird eye spasms when I talk to people shit sucks

 

[der_komische]

 

[foidrapist69]

This forum to me is not just an incel forum but also feels like an autist forum. It's so nice to finally have some fellow autists to communicate with

Same. I hate the regular ones for autism because all they have are stupid foids and troons that'll cancel you for actual autism traits (like not being open for stuff you're not familiar with, for example foids)

Adhd

Same

Plain retardation

Same

i was diagnosed with sever kanner's syndrom at age 24

I got it since 4 but my mother kept telling me (and everyone) she knew much earlier but it wasn't enough for diagnosis.

She made it so much worse with her obsession and lack of discipline

overal it feels like a handicap and i sometimes hate myself for it

I hate it so much

if people say A but mean B i just cant understand it

I can't understand when others use sarcasm or anything like this but I use it quite often (but then others don't understand and think I'm stupid (I mean I am but not in this case))

 

[autisticmanchild]

Autism is a death sentence.

 

[UglyDumbass]

Ugly and neurodivergent = weird
Good looking and neurodivergent = cool

this is true like seriously i been called weird so many times in my life

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I don't know.

I'll never be loved or cared about.

Give me money, normalfags.