I used to think like that: that God was evil, and that he enjoyed seeing me suffer.
But today I am 100% certain that it is not true. God is good, and he wants me to do my best.
After all, if God REALLY wished for me to suffer I am pretty sure He would easily be able to make my life much worse.
For example: making me a curry or worse yet, asian.
My sadness and my anger blinded me to the hundreds of times that He helped and protected me.
Sure, He didn't get a busty, blue eyed, blonde girl to suck my pp. But He helped me in my times of need.
I learned that women don't want me, that they hate me just because I am ugly.
And that nothing I say or do will ever change that. That black pill is hard to swallow, but it has set me free.
I don't waste my time, health and money pursuing foid validation.
Nor do I fall pray to all the lies of normies, beta cucks, PUA scammers, family and coworkers. They are all blind to the holes true nature.
I guess that Incels see the Truth much more clearly than others.
And I am glad that God at least showed me how degenerate and impure women are, so that I don't fall to their manipulations.
All the madness around us, really makes it seem like we are alone.
But the fact that we are not mad like them, and that they hate us for knowing their lies, assures and comforts me that God is with us.