Deleted member 15752
Mogged from Fairbanks to Vladivostok
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I have had instances where name calling was dropped in a teehee "quirky" way but today was somehow brutal.
I have grown a mental shell as to where being ignored and shunned away will be part of my life so I usually do not care about the outcomes of my attempts anymore as all lead the same outcome. Its more of a mental repetition game. As the usual answer is just "no teehee" or "teehee teehee le boyfriend"
So, I decided to test my luck again. Today. And I was looking to start a conversation with this blonde, she was not good looking at all (I tend to be more wary of facial structures now to know my limits). And I started a very slight conversation since she was seemingly enjoying one of my late night hobbies.
I proposed her a question which in a way forces you to answer, since she was not particularly good at that said hobby, so I offer the proposal to change the approach of using certain bait to have more success. And that if she was interested we can enjoy that hobby together.
No response. Nothing. It was like I was talking to myself. No "yes" or "no". Just a look like I am some sort of crazy man. And it all resumed back to what was happening way before I arrived at the scene.
I left and on my way back home the only words i could hear in my head where "what the fuck".
This time felt the worst, its better to have your existence acknowledged with a "no" then to appear like you are a blow in the wind.
tldr: approached, got a look like I am a crazy man with no response, left.
I have grown a mental shell as to where being ignored and shunned away will be part of my life so I usually do not care about the outcomes of my attempts anymore as all lead the same outcome. Its more of a mental repetition game. As the usual answer is just "no teehee" or "teehee teehee le boyfriend"
So, I decided to test my luck again. Today. And I was looking to start a conversation with this blonde, she was not good looking at all (I tend to be more wary of facial structures now to know my limits). And I started a very slight conversation since she was seemingly enjoying one of my late night hobbies.
I proposed her a question which in a way forces you to answer, since she was not particularly good at that said hobby, so I offer the proposal to change the approach of using certain bait to have more success. And that if she was interested we can enjoy that hobby together.
No response. Nothing. It was like I was talking to myself. No "yes" or "no". Just a look like I am some sort of crazy man. And it all resumed back to what was happening way before I arrived at the scene.
I left and on my way back home the only words i could hear in my head where "what the fuck".
This time felt the worst, its better to have your existence acknowledged with a "no" then to appear like you are a blow in the wind.
tldr: approached, got a look like I am a crazy man with no response, left.