Venting My whole life feels like one big humiliation ritual.

[Mistake]

I have always been the worst at everything. Whether it's sports, socialising, intelligence, basic skills, or literally anything, I've always underperformed compared to everyone else. I fucking hated PE because I was visibly clumsy and I was by far the worst at sports in my class, so people ridiculed me for "not trying" and shit. I would always be the reason why the team I was playing in lost. When I was 7, I played chess inside because I had nobody to play with outside and I lost EVERY single match (not exaggerating). And throughout my life, I have made so many retarded social mistakes which had costed me several friendships I had (even if they were fake friends). From the age of 11-14, I would do boxing training with some of my "friends" and their friends and I would ALWAYS get beaten up in sparring. I could literally see them talking shit about how bad I am in sparring. They would even tell their friends in class about my spars. Due to this, my non-NT and my ugly face, I was seen as a weakling (which I am) and no one was intimidated by me and some of my bullies would even hit me (I should have fought back, I know, I said it so you don't have to). People would call me retard, spastic, and talk shit about me when I'm right behind them, which made me feel inhuman. And wherever I go, I get met with stares of pity, disgust, and laughter. When I compare my life to normies' lives, I wonder, is my life even fucking real, or is this all just a bad dream?

 

[ItsovERfucks]

I have always been the worst at everything. Whether it's sports, socialising, intelligence, basic skills, or literally anything, I've always underperformed compared to everyone else. I fucking hated PE because I was visibly clumsy and I was by far the worst at sports in my class, so people ridiculed me for "not trying" and shit. I would always be the reason why the team I was playing in lost. When I was 7, I played chess inside because I had nobody to play with outside and I lost EVERY single match (not exaggerating). And throughout my life, I have made so many retarded social mistakes which had costed me several friendships I had (even if they were fake friends). From the age of 11-14, I would do boxing training with some of my "friends" and their friends and I would ALWAYS get beaten up in sparring. I could literally see them talking shit about how bad I am in sparring. They would even tell their friends in class about my spars. Due to this, my non-NT and my ugly face, I was seen as a weakling (which I am) and no one was intimidated by me and some of my bullies would even hit me (I should have fought back, I know, I said it so you don't have to). People would call me retard, spastic, and talk shit about me when I'm right behind them, which made me feel inhuman. And wherever I go, I get met with stares of pity, disgust, and laughter. When I compare my life to normies' lives, I wonder, is my life even fucking real, or is this all just a bad dream?

My father forced me to play football, even though I despised the sport. I got injured too often and got into fights with bigger people.

 

[Kamanbert]

Brutallicious

 

[Fat Link]

I have always been the worst at everything. Whether it's sports, socialising, intelligence, basic skills, or literally anything, I've always underperformed compared to everyone else. I fucking hated PE because I was visibly clumsy and I was by far the worst at sports in my class, so people ridiculed me for "not trying" and shit. I would always be the reason why the team I was playing in lost. When I was 7, I played chess inside because I had nobody to play with outside and I lost EVERY single match (not exaggerating). And throughout my life, I have made so many retarded social mistakes which had costed me several friendships I had (even if they were fake friends). From the age of 11-14, I would do boxing training with some of my "friends" and their friends and I would ALWAYS get beaten up in sparring. I could literally see them talking shit about how bad I am in sparring. They would even tell their friends in class about my spars. Due to this, my non-NT and my ugly face, I was seen as a weakling (which I am) and no one was intimidated by me and some of my bullies would even hit me (I should have fought back, I know, I said it so you don't have to). People would call me retard, spastic, and talk shit about me when I'm right behind them, which made me feel inhuman. And wherever I go, I get met with stares of pity, disgust, and laughter. When I compare my life to normies' lives, I wonder, is my life even fucking real, or is this all just a bad dream?

Same.

I sometimes wonder if Jesus is real that he simply created us incel types in particular to humiliate us?

If that is the case hopefully it’s for some higher purpose and after death we get to go to Heaven, finally be transformed into Chad and get to fuck hot angel looking bitches for the rest of eternity.

Though that’s probably too much to hope for. Sigh.

 

[Mistake]

Same.

I sometimes wonder if Jesus is real that he simply created us incel types in particular to humiliate us?

If that is the case hopefully it’s for some higher purpose and after death we get to go to Heaven, finally be transformed into Chad and get to fuck hot angel looking bitches for the rest of eternity.

Though that’s probably too much to hope for. Sigh.

That's what I've been thinking recently, that this is life is a test and we will get to become Chad as a reward for suffering through this nightmare called life. I think about this a lot but it is probably nothing more than just cope

 

[Lawrence]

One thing you've got on your side is intelligence, and that's going to be valuable in the coming years.- I can see it in your writing and in your perceptive ability.- What that means is that even as an incel you'll be able to build a pretty decent life, and once you put a few more years between you and the usual school bullying, the rest of life is going to be brighter and more enjoyable.

I predict that you'll have quality friendships, a good career, and high-quality copes.

 

[Mistake]

One thing you've got on your side is intelligence, and that's going to be valuable in the coming years.- I can see it in your writing and in your perceptive ability.- What that means is that even as an incel you'll be able to build a pretty decent life, and once you put a few more years between you and the usual school bullying, the rest of life is going to be brighter and more enjoyable.

I predict that you'll have quality friendships, a good career, and high-quality copes.

Tbh I can't see myself ever having a decent life, but I appreciate your compliment brocel

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

there's a reason why the humiliation ritual meme is gaining traction

 

[Runt171]

I have always been the worst at everything. Whether it's sports, socialising, intelligence, basic skills, or literally anything, I've always underperformed compared to everyone else. I fucking hated PE because I was visibly clumsy and I was by far the worst at sports in my class, so people ridiculed me for "not trying" and shit. I would always be the reason why the team I was playing in lost. When I was 7, I played chess inside because I had nobody to play with outside and I lost EVERY single match (not exaggerating). And throughout my life, I have made so many retarded social mistakes which had costed me several friendships I had (even if they were fake friends). From the age of 11-14, I would do boxing training with some of my "friends" and their friends and I would ALWAYS get beaten up in sparring. I could literally see them talking shit about how bad I am in sparring. They would even tell their friends in class about my spars. Due to this, my non-NT and my ugly face, I was seen as a weakling (which I am) and no one was intimidated by me and some of my bullies would even hit me (I should have fought back, I know, I said it so you don't have to). People would call me retard, spastic, and talk shit about me when I'm right behind them, which made me feel inhuman. And wherever I go, I get met with stares of pity, disgust, and laughter. When I compare my life to normies' lives, I wonder, is my life even fucking real, or is this all just a bad dream?

Brutal bro I feel exactly the same

It feels like a prolonged torture
every direction you turn to try and give yourself some meaning in life is closed off to you

 

[Runt171]

Same.

I sometimes wonder if Jesus is real that he simply created us incel types in particular to humiliate us?

If that is the case hopefully it’s for some higher purpose and after death we get to go to Heaven, finally be transformed into Chad and get to fuck hot angel looking bitches for the rest of eternity.

Though that’s probably too much to hope for. Sigh.

No hot angel bitches for our meaningless suffering

 

[Mistake]

Brutal bro I feel exactly the same

It feels like a prolonged torture
every direction you turn to try and give yourself some meaning in life is closed off to you

Yeah. It pisses me off when normies give me shitty advice like "just find some hobbies bro". I've tried getting into many things, but I struggled with all of them, and when I kept failing without any signs of hope I eventually just gave up. I got tired of making myself look like a joke so now I just rot.

 

[Runt171]

Yeah. It pisses me off when normies give me shitty advice like "just find some hobbies bro". I've tried getting into many things, but I struggled with all of them, and when I kept failing without any signs of hope I eventually just gave up. I got tired of making myself look like a joke so now I just rot.

Same shit happened to me

Life is just rigged against us