The hardest factor to rope for me is the will to live. Every attempt I tried ends with my pussying out. I thought of the idea of cutting my pinky off to give me the motivation to go through with it to the end, but it was alot harder and painful than i anticipated tbh so I didn't do it.
I want this pain to end soon, I cannot hold much longer.
I want this pain to end soon, I cannot hold much longer.
