After lurking for a year and now with 500 posts, I would like to jot down some thoughts I have regarding the site and how I feel.
-I have mixed feelings. On one hand it’s great support to see guys with the same problem. One the other it is sort of painful because now when I am out and about all I can see is black pill everywhere. I wish sometimes I could just take off the “black pill glasses” for a while.
-I think this site has also made me realize how lonely I am. Prior, I would just cope by telling myself I like the solitude and am introverted which is true, but I’m at a point beyond that, I truly suffer from loneliness.
-I’m really growing to hate normies and feel very little compassion for them. Conversely I think you guys are great and don’t deserve the hand you’ve been dealt.
-my eyes are now opened to the black pill not just effecting my love life or lack of, but rather everything. Lack of friends, severely underemployed, treated poorly by low level service workers, even my family not really caring about me.
On a more positive note. Now that I see that I’m not a full participant in life I don’t worry so much about things like if I get fired so what? With the pain we have endured things that are hurtful to normies don’t really phase us.
-I have mixed feelings. On one hand it’s great support to see guys with the same problem. One the other it is sort of painful because now when I am out and about all I can see is black pill everywhere. I wish sometimes I could just take off the “black pill glasses” for a while.
-I think this site has also made me realize how lonely I am. Prior, I would just cope by telling myself I like the solitude and am introverted which is true, but I’m at a point beyond that, I truly suffer from loneliness.
-I’m really growing to hate normies and feel very little compassion for them. Conversely I think you guys are great and don’t deserve the hand you’ve been dealt.
-my eyes are now opened to the black pill not just effecting my love life or lack of, but rather everything. Lack of friends, severely underemployed, treated poorly by low level service workers, even my family not really caring about me.
On a more positive note. Now that I see that I’m not a full participant in life I don’t worry so much about things like if I get fired so what? With the pain we have endured things that are hurtful to normies don’t really phase us.
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